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really really want coffee but. calories. >:(
#already eaten far too much today#really really hard to not when iâm at my mothers#have to eat lunch and dinner and i have no control over what or how much i eat#so back to excessive exercise it is even though i know that doesnât actually Do anything#and!! i have lost weight!! iâve lost about 10lb#and iâm so scared iâm going to have gained it all back this week#and like!! all the calories are bad enough but itâs like. even worse?? that i have no control over it#bc itâs not even like iâm eating things i enjoy or are good for me#itâs all useless calories bc none of its particularly healthy and none of it even tastes good#every meal is a fucking chore#the only food thatâs tolerable is the fruit at lunch and even thatâs hard to enjoy bc iâve had to eat before that#and no one can Shut Up for more than two seconds#how am i supposed to feel satisfied from eating#when the entire fucking meal#is eating as fast as i can so i can get down from the fucking table#bc none of them have a fucking inside voice or are capable of conversations that arenât arguing#and even without talking!! theyâre all so fuckibg loud!!#hate this house so much
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Dracula scrambling around the castle pretending to be his own servants is so important in showing that aside from being a super powerful evil vampire-sorcerer he is also a huge loser
#yes itâs about the isolation and manipulation#he ALSO keeps disappearing to run around and do chores and then pretend everything is normal#reading the fucking. train schedule#and every time jonathan is like âhm where did he go for [the time it takes to cook a meal]â#re: dracula#dracula daily#dracula
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man i think iâm 5 seconds away from a mental breakdown
#Iâm actually running out of money now despite working 6 days a week and making 6 figures#Because I bought my acreage with my brother and factored him paying 1/3 of the expenses BUT heâs decided to be unemployed for 1.5 years#I pay the mortgage mortgage insurance utilities internet groceries#I have $800/month in student loan payments#I have to spend like $150/week on gas because my commute is 2 hrs round trip every day#I only eat one meal a day usually because I donât have the time to grocery shop or cook usually and my brother only cooks for himself#I do all of the chores and at least 1/2 of the yard work#I have the heaviest workload of any of my coworkers (which has been acknowledged but my manager says his hands are tied#Because if he took work off of my plate heâs have to give it to someone else and there is no one else)#Iâm being severely underpaid at my job ($4 under the STARTING wage for a pharmacist now despite me working there for 3 years.#But I âgot the largest raise last yearâ lmfao#Iâve been seeing someone but he works nights and his schedule is wack and it results in me going to bed at 3am some nights#Iâm also on call this week so I have to be ready to answer calls at any time past 11pm#My hair is legit pulling out in clumps and my hair is half of my personality :(#iâm about to mcfuckin lose it#Brain feels like mashed potato#Oh also Iâm on my fucking period
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#personal#it feels like im not allowed to complain about my own life on my own blog#or at least that if im allowed to that it seems very firstworld problem very selfish very not appropriate with all thats going on#that people will and do think less of me for expressing my own sadness and frustrations because theres no way it compares#to a lot of peoples very big and very real problems#but im so fucking sick of being poor and small. all ive had to eat today is 2min noodles roughly 10 hours ago#and all ill get tomorrow is a bowl of 2min noodles but ittl be another 15 or so hours until its the most reasonable to eat that#thats the real girlmath and then thats the last of my noodles. that leaves me with one (1) small tin of tuna#which might end up being tonights intermediary food if i really cant wait 15 nore hours for my next noodles but is supposed to be#the one meal of the day after tomorrow. so if i eat it too soon then i have even more time that i just dont fucking eat#im so sick to death of being in this position. like its literally killing me and theres fuck all i can do to make it better#ive tried. and i try and i try and i try but i can never afford anything#my landagent keeps sending me textx asking when theyll see a patment for my $50 water bill#i have to stop myself from texting back every time. youll see payment when im not spending literally 75% of my pay on rent alone#when i can afford to buy food and bills at the same time. whn i dont feel like kms-ing would be better than paying you my rent every frtnite#i crave a burger so bad i cant make myself do any tasks. i cant start or continue any crafts or chores because all im thinking about#is a burger like a blorbo rotating in my mind alongside the background noise that i wont get a burger and will only get noodles but not for#hours. a whole days worth of hours almost#my shitawful roomate is back and i have to play nice but he gives me the same feelings my abusive mother did. im scared to leave my room#in the safeplace house ive spent the last two years building for myself. this feels awful. things were all going so right and now#all of a sudden theyre all going as wrong as possible and im struggling so much. with no one to help. no one cares enough to help#the few people i do have are wrapped up in their own lives. which i get. but it doesnt take away the hurt of dealing with it all alone again#lot of momma trauma coming up with the end of eclipse season and i thought i was handling it. now i just feel fucking awful all the time#like ik healing isnt linear but the roomate triggers so hard things i thought i had processed and was on top of#would a burger fix that? no but itd atleast give me something to emotionally lean on for strength though it. but all ive got is noodles#24 hour apart one meal per day noodles. and tomorrow is my last pack. my only solace lately is that ive been invited to my first ever rave#or my first real rave anyway ive only been to one other 'edm event' that was not really a rave of any scale it was like 25 people#but its a halloween rave so im hoping for spooky fun dancetimes at least theres that. im out of data and spotifyprem so i havent been able#to take my silly little mental health walks bc theres zero chance im doing that without music and so itll be noce to get outside fr the rave#anyway. im doing very poorly i appreciate you few who reached out while i wasnt active but i expect ill continue to do poorly for some time
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Can't do a single fucking thing without feeling selfish.
#dont want to spend time with family? selfish#take a break from working? selfish#forget to do chores or homework? selfish#decide not to help with every single thing ever? selfish#stress over the holidays? selfish#dont talk at the table? selfish#youre just a stupid teenager your life isn't that hard it doesnt matter if you pass this grade or take care of yourself or even eat 3 meals#suck it up and help the family you fucking coward#everyone knows theyre more important than you#help the family. help the family. just shut up and do your work and help the family#tw vent
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soft-tummy simon riley save me⊠cause you cannot look at that man and tell me he doesnât love to eat!! like, a constant snacker. and his heart absolutely swells when you indulge so heavily in his needs.
itâs practically his love language, to scarf down anything you put on the table in front of him, and you can certainly tell since now heâs not nearly in the same shape as he was when you found him.
he likes to think youâve fixed him in a way; spending his evenings cuddling in bed for hours on end with you, rather than heading to the gym for the second time that day to burn off dinner. thanking you for the savory meal with kisses all over instead of fighting off the impulse to purge his usual bland chicken breast and vegetables every night.
and it all hits him far, far deeper than just his gut; feeling it in his heart more than the soft layer of fat blanketing his tummy he has to see in the mirror every morning. just the fact that a sweet thing like you wants to take care of him, ensure he eats plentiful yet still healthy for his work, has him whipped. showering him with endless i love youâs and praising him all up and down until his cheeks tint a light, flustered pink and his dick gets achingly hard in his pants.
he wonât pretend the change was easy on him, seeing the clean-cut abs and fit appearance that made him feel young fade away the further you got into your relationship, but heâd also be a filthy liar if he said he didnât prefer the pros to his current build way more.
simon begins wearing shirts less around the house on his lazy days, at your lovely request of course, and it does feel quite freeing. especially when heâs able to come up behind you in the kitchen, cage you in with his burly arms, bend you over the counter and fuck you senseless because part of the deal was that his shirts would go to you, and with nothing but your lace panties on underneath.
he canât help but get riled up seeing you walk around like that, and youâre no saint either when you catch a glimpse of his broad chest and relaxed, pillowy belly as he reads the morning newspaper. you tend to drop to your knees and tug at his boxers faster than he can even greet you properly, showing him just how much you love him.
he loves eating you out more than anything, especially with a full tummy after a late meal. youâll take his and your empty plates to the kitchen to clean up, but youâre being bent over the counter before you can even wipe it down!! and squealing his name in surprise wonât stop him, nor will your giggles as heâs lifting the skirt of your dress to reveal your pretty ass, getting down on his knees and delving right in.
dragging his tongue through your drenched seam, grinning softly against your skin when you jolt and whine out of sensitivity. tongue-fucking your pretty, tight hole only for a moment before heâs returning to messily play with your swollen clit.
and you just know itâs entirely selfish, simon not even paying mind to the way your legs shake and relentlessly convulse and you can barely stay still because his stubble is unceasingly tickling your inner thighs. making you cum until you canât anymore, and heâs happily forced to carry your numbed, twitchy body to bed so you can catch your breath and rest while he finishes up the chores.
would probably send you off by say something clichĂ© about you being his favorite dessert. heâs so stupid when heâs horny.
simon is weak for when you ride his stomach, with both his hands planted firmly on your hips as you rub your bare pussy back and forth on his hard abdomen. his hidden muscles become more apparent the longer you go at it and the harder he holds you down, little whimpers spilling from your puffy lips as the light hairs coating his tummy create just the perfect amount of friction to your poor, little clit for that hot, familiar sensation in your lower belly to bubble up.
your hands clawing at his chest and shoulders, leaving lines and crescent indents in his skin that soon turn red in their wake, and the pain only turns him on more, his cock excruciatingly hard, long hums of pleasure omitting straight from his throat as he grits his teeth.
âyeah, thatâs it, sweetheartâthereâs my dirty girl. jusâ keep goinâ for me now, donât stop⊠make yourself cum without me touchinâ you down there, ând then iâll fuck you real nicely after. alright, princess?â
and you soon follow through with just that, nodding decorously with tears welling at your eyesâ waterlines before youâre lurching forward, crying out his name. thighs giving out and fighting to ride out your orgasm, where simon then saves you with his attentive grip on your hips, finishing the job for you rather recklessly.
âgood fuckinâ girl⊠yâdid so well for me, love,â and every other gruff, dragged word of praise in his vocabulary echos in your fuzzy mind as you come down from your high.
youâre still catching your breath, fulling laying on his chest by the time heâs inching you backwards whilst taking his hard dick out from his boxers. lifting your weak hips for you as he whispers small, reassuring hushes right by your ear, soothing your winces as he fully sheathes you on his thick cock, inch by fucking inch.
he fucks himself up into you, not daring to make you overwork your body anymore, and he handles you so delicately you could almost fall asleep on his mattress of a body. you crumble to pieces with the vibrations of his chest from his unending groaning, the feeling of his veiny and rough cock stretching and filling you to the brim almost becoming minute compared to the sleepiness washing over you.
âthere ya go, pretty⊠donât haveâta do any work now, jusâ like i promised, eh?â he coos, and he could feel you smiling against his collarbone. one of his large hands cradles the back of your head while the other gropes at your ass lovingly. âtakinâ me just fine, sweet girl.â
you bury your heated face into his squishy pectoral, whining at the overstimulation to your clit at the particular angle, left so utterly sensitive from your prior orgasm. youâre limp in his strong hold, securer than ever as he lifts your hips up and down his thick cock.
he uses your tender cunt âtil heâs satisfied, groaning right up against your ticklish ear when he empties his hot cum in your throbbing pussy, the perfect thing milking him dry and turning you exhausted.
he actually sits in the moment for a peaceful while, coddling you against his rising and falling chest and murmuring sweet praises, until eventually his disciplined brain kicks in despite your protests.
âdonât go passinâ out on me yet, sweetheart.â you grumble out a refusing noise which makes him laugh softly, but apparently itâs not enough to win him over. âletâs go get you cleaned up, yeah?â
(simon and his size difference & free use kinks go CRAZY in this one. also this instagram reel is so him coded ok bye bye <3 cont.)
#cod mw#simon riley#ghost cod#simon ghost riley#simon riley smut#ghost smut#ghost x reader#simon riley x reader#ghost x female reader#simon riley x female reader
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having a "i'll be a functional human being later" kind of weekend
#like. you know when functioning at what society expects to be 'normal' standards is hella hard for you?#like. extremely hard. like im sisyphus pushing a boulder up a hill for every little functional task no matter how minor#but you push through and do it bc everything else is so hard that anything minor would just fuck u up?#like. you GOTTA be that level of high functioning just to make it through the work day with relative ease#and you're doing it. cooking and eating every meal and cleaning all dishes the day off and it's great!#but now you've gotta like. reset the functioning meter. it needs to recharge.#i cannot handle the thought of doing all this shit rn i WILL break down into tears. or something#anyway if you know me irl and im managing to be on top of all these personal chores and shit? im doing real bad bestie :)
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Overworked
Pairing: Pro Hero! Katsuki Bakugou x Stressed! Reader
Summary: Life is shit and Katsuki finds out you lied to him about taking care of yourself.
And you know what happens when you lie to Katsuki.
I wrote this for my friend @elarakive, she's been going through it so please give her some love y'all.
WC: 16,709
On with the show!!~
âI shouldâve become a stripper in Miami.â
You staggered into your apartment, your body and mind exhausted from the endless cycle of school and work. The clock ticked mercilessly as you rushed to grab your work bag and change. Your commute home took about 20 minutes today, and there was barely enough time to catch your breath, let alone eat.
Sighing, you kicked off your shoes quickly before rushing into your small, cluttered room, your shoulders heavy with the weight of responsibility. The relentless cycle of school and work had left you in a mental fog, and the ticking clock seemed to mock your frantic rush. You had barely an hour to spare before your next shift, and the minutes slipped through your fingers like sand.
With trembling hands, you fumbled through your work bag, grabbing the essentials as you hurriedly changed into your work uniform. The sight of your reflection in the hallway mirror was a stark reminder of how far gone you wereâdark circles under your eyes, hair a disheveled mess, and a look of defeat that you couldnât quite hide.Â
âFuck it, we ball with the consealer today.â
Rushing to the bathroom, you hurriedly adjusted your makeup in the bathroom mirror, the smudged eyeliner and messy foundation reflecting the chaos of your life. Every moment felt like a race against time as you dabbed concealer under your eyes, trying to mask the fatigue that had become your constant companion.Â
You had to look good while in class. You have to look good at work so you can make those big bucks to pay for things that ultimately make you feel sick everytime you think about it. Like your rent, the car, the utilities, tuition payments, groceries, laundry supplies, toiletpaper, pads/tampons. Also Tynolonal because your little dehydrated ass kept getting migraines that you ironically didnât take because you still wanted a working liver.Â
In the midst of your chaotic routine, your phone buzzed with a notification: an unexpected double shift for the week. Your heart sank as you read the message. When you finally got a weekend off, it was swallowed up by studying, cleaning, and chores. Sleep was becoming a rare luxury, and your mental fog seemed to thicken with each passing day.
At work, the pressure has been relentless. Your manager's latest demand to pull full shifts this week felt like the last straw. As you stared at your schedule, the weight of it all crashed down on you. You wanted to cry, but you couldn't afford to break downânot with your job hanging in the balance. The only time you had to eat was during your brief lunch break at work, which you barely managed to find time for.
It felt like there was no end to the mounting responsibilities, and the weekend youâd managed to carve out for yourself was swallowed up by endless studying, chores, and barely enough sleep to keep you functional.
In the cramped kitchen, you grabbed a quick bite, your meal consisting of whatever was quickest to prepare. (A literal slice of bread.) The clock continued its relentless ticking, and you knew you were cutting it close. The idea of collapsing into bed, even for just a moment, was a sinfully tempting dream.
As you raced to gather your things, your mind was a jumble of deadlines and schedules. You barely noticed when your cell rang with its familiar âKiss me through the phone!â ringtone to indicate that your boyfriend was calling.Â
âđ„° đ€Ź Kat-Suki đ©·đ§Ą  is callingâŠ..â
Heart fluttering, you nearly dropped the concealer wand on your blank uniform polo to snatch your phone off the counter and hit answer.Â
âDamn it, whatâs going on with you?â Katsukiâs voice cut through the haze of your stress, his usual bravado softened by genuine worry as the video connected.Â
âYou look like youâre about to drop.â
You paused, caught off guard by his sudden appearance and the intensity of his gaze. âJust⊠busy,â you managed to say, trying to muster a weak smile. âIâve got a lot on my plate.â
Katsukiâs eyes narrowed, his expression growing more serious. âThis ainât just busy. Youâre running yourself ragged. What the hell are ya doing to yourself?â
With a frustrated sigh, you grabbed the phone and tucked it into the front of your bra, the slight pressure reminding you that you needed to hurry. Balancing your phone precariously, you snatched up your work bag and keys, your hands clumsy with the rush. Your fingers were already cold from the constant running around, and you fought the urge to drop everything as you made your way to the car.
The engine roared to life as you slid into the driverâs seat and connected your phone to the Bluetooth system. Katsukiâs voice crackled through the speakers, a gruff but familiar comfort amidst the car noises.Â
âHey, you there?â
âYeah, yeah, Iâm here,â you replied, blowing a raspberry into the phone. The sound was a mix of frustration and exhaustion, and you could almost hear Katsukiâs brow raise as he responded.
âYou sound outta breath. Whatâs the deal?â
You chuckled softly, though it was more of a tired exhale. âJust the usual,â you said, your eyes darting between the road and the clock on the dashboard. âRunning late, trying to get everything done. Itâs been a mess.â
Katsukiâs voice grew more insistent. âAre ya eating properly? Getting enough sleep? You know, ya need to take care of yourself.â
You huffed, trying to focus on the road while keeping up with the conversation. âIâm eating, sleep is a luxury right now. Iâm managing, Katsuki.â
His voice softened, though it still carried an edge of concern. âThatâs not an answer, you know. You sound like youâre pushing yourself too hard. I donât want you burning out.â
You adjusted the carâs air conditioning, the cool breeze a slight relief against the heat of your exhaustion. âIâm fine. Just got a lot on my plate. You know how it is.â
âWell, if you say so,â Katsuki said, though the worry in his tone was evident. âJust make sure youâre not running on empty. I want to see you in one piece when I get back.â
The call ended as you pulled into the parking lot of your workplace. You felt a pang of guilt but pushed it aside as you grabbed your work bag and keys, the day ahead looming large.
âIâm in the parking lot. So Iâll call you when I get out, okay?â
â âS fine with me.â
âK, bye.â
You blew a smooch into the phone and quickly hung up before you could cry. Itâs not like you wanted to lie to Katsuki. Your boyfriend was THE human lie detector and hated liars. But you also didnât want to worry him while he was out on missions. But alas, those were all thoughts for later as you gently turned off the car and put your game face on before getting out the car and making your way towards the building.Â
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Your shift at work was as rough as youâd anticipated. Your manager was insistent about you picking up extra hours, their voice rising in frustration over minor issues. Customers were grumpy, complaints frequent, and the constant flow of tasks left you feeling drained.Â
The office felt like a maze of gray cubicles and muted tones, the hum of fluorescent lights buzzing softly overhead. As you sat at your desk, the familiar clutter of technical documents and graphic layouts surrounded you. The scent of strong coffee lingered in the air, mingling with the faint aroma of printer ink. You rubbed your eyes, a sigh escaping your lips as you pushed through another round of proofreading.
Just then, your phone buzzed, and you fumbled to pull it from your drawer, glancing at the screen to see a message from Masha in HR. It was a reminder about the formal complaint you needed to submit to get your overdue salary processed. You frowned, the weight of the situation settling heavily on your shoulders.
âAnother thing to deal with,â you muttered, tapping out a quick response before setting the phone aside. Your fingers flew over the keyboard, drafting the formal complaint with a precision that belied your growing exhaustion. Every keystroke felt like an effort, each sentence a struggle to convey the frustration and urgency of your situation.
The clock ticked slowly, its rhythmic ticking amplifying the silence of the office as colleagues murmured and typed away in their own bubbles. You glanced at the pile of papers on your deskâtechnical documents, project briefs, and some rough sketches for graphics that youâd been tasked with. The contrast between your university days, filled with creative media projects and dynamic video production, and this monotonous office job was striking.Â
You missed the excitement of storytelling and visual creation, but here you were, grinding away for the paycheck that barely seemed worth the effort right now.
Rent was due next week, and the thought of it gnawed at your mind. You tapped your pen nervously against the desk, trying to suppress the mounting anxiety. Your minimal savings were earmarked for tuition, and borrowing money from anyone, let alone Katsuki, was not an option you wanted to consider. The last thing you needed was for him to find out and make a fuss about it, turning your personal financial troubles into a point of contention.
As you took a deep breath and hit âsendâ on the formal complaint, the stress of the past few weeks seemed to coalesce into a single, throbbing headache. Your hands were trembling slightly as you reached for the small, lukewarm cup of coffee on your desk, the caffeine offering a temporary, hollow comfort.
âHey, can you cover this layout for me?â your colleague, Jenna, asked as she leaned over your cubicle wall. Her voice was chipper, a sharp contrast to the mental fog you were drowning in.
âSure,â you said, forcing a smile as you accepted the additional task. Your mind drifted to the weekend, a distant hope of relaxation and a momentary escape from the whirlwind of deadlines and obligations. But even that felt out of reach as you buried yourself in work, hoping that somewhere amidst the chaos, a solution would present itself.
The minutes stretched into hours, the ticking of the clock a relentless reminder of how quickly time was slipping away. As the workday dragged on, your thoughts constantly circled back to your financial situation and how you might manage to cover rent without dipping into your savings or burdening anyone else. The weight of it all felt almost unbearable, and you silently wished for a moment of reprieve.
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Finally, with mercy, your shift finally ended, you felt a wave of relief wash over you, but it was quickly overshadowed by exhaustion. You shuffled out of the office, your steps heavy and laden with fatigue.
The breakroom coffee youâd chugged was doing its best to keep you awake, but the jolt of caffeine did little to ease the sleepy buzz that had settled over you.
Your drive home was a blur, punctuated only by the occasional beep of your carâs dashboard and the monotonous hum of the engine. When you finally pulled into your parking spot, a sense of dread washed over you as you fished out your phone to check the latest update on your pay. The notification confirmed what you feared: your salary wouldnât be processed for another week.
A gasp of frustration and disbelief escaped your lips, the sound echoing in the confined space of your car. You slammed your hands on the steering wheel, barely containing the urge to scream. The crushing weight of bills, looming deadlines, and the crushing reality of your financial situation finally broke through your walls of composure. Tears sprang to your eyes, spilling over as you let the frustration and sadness flow freely.
The emotional release was almost too much to bear, and as the tears flowed, the inside of your carâs windows fogged up, the steamy haze blurring your vision. You cracked the windows slightly, hoping to let some of the oppressive heat and steam escape.Â
As the cool air started to seep in, you caught sight of Katsukiâs footprints on your windshieldâevidence of the time heâd spent with his dogs on your dashboard, walking them around while you were driving. The sight of his footprint, a tangible reminder of his absence, made your heart ache even more.
The memory of him removing his footing while you had been driving around, convinced youâd seen a turtle on the side of the road, flashed through your mind.
Turns out it was a really moldy round rock and while you wanted to keep it, Katsuki made you leave the so-called âturtle,â which heâd dismissed as a weird rock, insisting it might be cursed and, âI donât fuck with no spooky shit.â The thought of his spiky but playful protective nature contrasted sharply with the weight of your current situation.
Your mascara had bled and smeared, leaving dark streaks on your cheeks. You fumbled for tissues in the glove compartmentâanother thoughtful gift from Katsuki. With shaking hands, you dabbed at your face, trying to clean up the smudged makeup and regain some semblance of composure.Â
But fuck the tissues because you wanted Katuski to wipe your tears, not Puffs with lotion.Â
Taking a deep breath, you grabbed your work bag and keys from the passenger seat. Despite the fact that you had no classes tomorrowâa silver lining provided by Mrs. Yamadaâs decision to cancel due to the pleasant weatherâyou felt an emotional heaviness. You forced yourself to get out of the car, each step toward the building feeling like a mile.
The elevator ride up to your floor was a quiet, solitary journey. You leaned against the wall, trying to steady your breathing and calm your racing thoughts. When the elevator doors finally opened, you walked down the hallway with heavy steps, each footfall echoing your exhaustion and frustration.
You reached your door and, with a tired sigh, unlocked it and stepped inside. The familiar, quiet space of your apartment was both a refuge and a reminder of everything you were trying to manage. The world outside was still bustling, but here, in this small sanctuary, you could finally let down your guard.
Letting out another deep breath as you took in the comforting but humble surroundings. Your mind wandered to the weekend ahead, hoping for some respite and relaxation despite everything else. For now, you allowed yourself a moment to just be, to acknowledge the fucked up situation you were in and space out before you would have to be an active adult again.Â
You slid down against the door, exhaustion making every movement feel labored. The cool, hard floor felt oddly comforting against your back as you contemplated the idea of slipping off your shoes and socks and crawling straight into bed. Your tired eyes were barely open when an unexpected, tantalizing scent wafted through the air, making you blink in confusion.
The smell was warm and inviting, reminiscent of the cozy autumn walks you take with Katsuki. The memory of him lifting you onto his shoulders while you collected pinecones, playfully biting your ankles when you took âtoo longâ to pick out your favorites, made you smile through your tears. The scent brought a fleeting sense of comfort, but the question of who had been in your apartment and left it smelling so fresh and pleasant nagged at the back of your mind.
You pushed yourself up, the weariness making your movements slow and deliberate. As you wandered further into your apartment, you couldnât shake the feeling of disbelief. Your living space, which had been cluttered and messy, was now impeccably clean, as if it had been professionally cleaned. The familiar scent of pine and a hint of something else filled the air, wrapping around you like a warm, fragrant embrace.
Shaking off the disorientation, you followed the delicious aroma to the kitchen. Your eyes widened as you saw a pot of rice and another pot of rich, spicy beef and vegetable stew cooling on the stove. The sight was almost surrealâyour kitchen, which had been a chaotic mess just hours before, was now a haven of culinary comfort. The thought of someone cooking for you, despite your exhaustion, brought a mix of relief and confusion.
âWhat the fuck?!â
You blinked once, twice, harshly, trying to process the scene before you. With a mixture of curiosity and wariness, you padded softly back to the living room, hoping to make sense of the situation. The only light on was the soft glow of the lamp in the bathroom, casting a warm, clean light across the hallway and into your living room. The air was still, save for the faint sound of shuffling coming from your bedroom.
Heart racing, you moved toward the sound, each step slow and cautious. The clean scent from the bathroom lingered, and you couldnât help but notice how fresh and tidy it now seemed. You glanced back at the living room, which, in contrast to your earlier mess, now looked immaculate and inviting.
Heart pounding, you crept down the hallway, each step slow and deliberate. The freshly cleaned scent in the air did nothing to ease your anxiety. The apartment was spotlessâtoo spotless. Your mind raced, trying to make sense of it all. Maybe Michael had come back early and done this as a surprise? Or maybe Shoto, Izuku, or Jirou had somehow managed to sneak in, tidy everything, and leave without telling you.Â
After all, only Michael, Kirishima, and Shoto or Izuku had keys to your place in case of emergencies.
But Katsuki? He was out of state. He wouldnât be back for a while, and even if he had sent one of those cleaning services, they were always in and out in less than 30 minutes.Â
This... this wasnât right.
Your gaze darted toward the door. The shuffling sound from your bedroom had stopped. Panic began to settle in, a rising tension that had you frozen on the spot. You considered calling for help, but your phone was still on the floor by your purse, forgotten in the rush of trying to figure out what was happening. You didnât want to lose the element of surprise.
With a nervous breath, you reached for the flower vase sitting on the narrow hallway table. The roses inside were fresh, their deep crimson petals just beginning to open up. You mentally apologized to them as you dumped the flowers onto the floor, water splashing around the vase. Your hands moved swiftly, reaching inside for the TTI Glock 34 hidden beneath the stems. The cold metal felt heavier than usual in your hand, but you werenât about to hesitate.Â
You werenât going to die in your own apartmentânot like this.
Holding your breath, you stalked closer to the bathroom. You could hear the faint echo of your heart beating in your ears. Quietly, with practiced precision, you closed the door behind you without letting it click, trapping the scent of cleanliness inside. There was no turning back now. The apartment had become unfamiliar, and whoever or whatever was in your room needed to be dealt with.
You crept toward the bedroom, the hairs on the back of your neck standing up as you got closer. The shifting sounds had stopped. Whoever it was, they were still inside. You crouched, gun in hand, every muscle tensed as you approached the door. Then, without warning, the door to your bedroom swung open with a loud
"BAM!"
The sound reverberated through the walls as darkness loomed before you. Instinct took over.
You fired two quick shots into the void, the deafening bangs ringing in your ears. The muzzle flashes lit up the shadows, revealing nothing but an empty room. Your heart hammered in your chest as you stared into the stillness.Â
Silence.
"Fuck this!" you muttered under your breath, adrenaline kicking into high gear.
Without thinking twice, you bolted down the hallway. Your feet were heavy, thudding against the carpet as you ran, and the door to your apartment swung open behind you. You burst into the dimly lit hallway, the dingy orange carpet and faded yellow lighting never looking so welcoming. The familiar smell of old apartments and chipped paint wrapped around you as you sprinted toward the elevator.
Your breaths came in ragged gasps, your legs pumping as fast as they could. Most of your neighbors were either still at work or too old to have heard the gunshots, but there was no way you were sticking around to find out. You slapped the elevator button, glancing nervously back down the hallway.
You stood in front of the doors waiting, breathless and confused, waiting for the sound of footsteps or the telltale signs of someone chasing after you.Â
But⊠nothing.Â
The air was still, almost too still, and when you turned around, your heart pounding in your throat, you saw nothing. No one was following you. No shadowy figure, no intruder, no ominous movement at all.Â
Just you.
That rush of fear was starting to ebb away, replaced by an unsettling new sensationâdoubt. Did you get them? The thought made your heart skip, but worse than that, another horrifying possibility crept in:Â
Did you kill someone?
Your stomach dropped as if you'd just fallen from a cliff. The idea of itâof accidentally shooting someone, maybe even someone who had no intention of hurting youâwas almost too much to bear.
You pressed a shaky hand against the wall, your mind racing.
What would happen if it was true? What if you had killed someone in a panic? Your knees felt weak, and the edges of your vision blurred with panic.
âWhat would happen to me? What would happen to Katsuki when they found out his girlfriend had killed someone? The girlfriend of the Number 2 Pro Hero, a murderer?â
âWhatâs Katsuki gonna do?â
The thought sent a cold wave of nausea through you. You wanted to throw up right there in the hallway, but your stomach was so empty that all you could do was dry swallow, your mouth tasting like metal and dread. âWhat would the courts say? Would I go to jail? What would happen to Katsuki's career?âÂ
Your thoughts spiraled, knotting together into an unbearable weight pressing down on your chest.
You swallowed hard, trying to force the rising panic back down. The hallway around you blurred for a second, the dim, dingy orange carpet now looking stainedâlike it was soaked in blood. You blinked hard, shaking your head.Â
It was just the light, just your mind playing tricks on you. You forced yourself to look away from the carpet, your eyes trailing back to your apartment door. It was still ajar, spilling the warm, pale hallway light into the void of your dark apartment. The contrast was jarringâthe safe, slightly worn familiarity of the hallway outside clashing with the pitch-black uncertainty inside your home.
Your home.
You pressed your back against the wall, trying to steady yourself. âYou couldnât leave this unfinished. If you did accidentally kill someone, youâd have to take responsibility. You had to know.â And if it was an intruder, then, well... that was another layer of mess you'd have to deal with.
But God, you were so done.
The exhaustion from the double shifts, the lack of sleep, the unpaid billsâit all weighed you down, made your legs feel like lead as you slowly moved forward. Maybe that's why you found yourself inching toward your open door instead of running away.
Maybe that's why, instead of thinking clearly, you fumbled with your purse, your fingers shaking as you dug through it to find your phone. Instead of flicking on the light switch by the door, you opened the flashlight app, shining its weak beam into the suffocating darkness of your apartment.
The soft glow from your phone barely penetrated the void, but it was enough to make out familiar shapesâthe edge of your coffee table, the corner of the couch, the faint outline of your kitchen down the hall. It almost looked normal. Almost. But something was wrong. You could feel it in your bones.
And then you felt it.
Before you could even process what was happening, something hot and large clamped down around your arm. A flash of pure, raw panic shot through you, freezing your blood in your veins. Your heart leapt into your throat, and you barely had time to let out a sharp, breathless gasp before another handâbigger, strongerâcovered your mouth, smothering any scream you couldâve made.
The force of it drove you backward, your body colliding with the floor as the figure pulled you into the apartment. The scent of clean linen and something warmer filled your senses, overpowering everything else. You thrashed instinctively, your pulse roaring in your ears, but the grip on you didnât falter.Â
The hand around your mouth tightened, silencing you even as you tried to cry out.
Your mind raced, trying to piece together what was happening. You couldnât see anything except the faint glow of your phone, now flickering as it dropped from your hands onto the floor. Your gunââWhere the hell was your gun?!â
It was smacked outta your hand when the figure grabbed you, and now, it was probably somewhere in the apartment, out of reach.
âStop fuckinâ squirming,â a low voice growled against your ear, sending a violent shiver down your spine.
The voice was familiarâso achingly familiar that your panic began to wane just enough for recognition to slip through the fog of fear. The heat of his breath, the roughness of his palm, the way his body radiated warmth even through the tension. You blinked hard, gasping into the hand that covered your mouth, your mind racing to catch up.
âKatsuki?â Your voice was muffled, barely audible against his skin.
His grip loosened a fraction, his palm sliding off your mouth just enough for you to catch a real breath. You gasped for air, your chest heaving as you tried to process everything.Â
The fear, the relief, the utter confusion.
"Yeah," he muttered, his voice rough and low. He didnât release you right away, keeping you firmly against him, his hot breath still brushing against your ear. "The hell were you thinking? Firing like that in the dark? You couldâve fuckinâ shot me!"
You slumped against him, half in shock, half in frustration. Your heart was still pounding, your limbs still trembling, but the flood of relief that came with recognizing his voice nearly brought you to tears. He was here. He wasnât supposed to be, but he was.
âI didnât know it was you,â you rasped, your voice shaky as you fought to steady your breathing. âWhy the hell are you sneaking around my apartment?! I thought I was gonna die!â
Katsukiâs deadpan expression barely shifted as he lifted you up and unceremoniously dropped you onto the sofa. The cushions sighed under your weight, but before you could even adjust yourself, he was already stalking across the room.
His broad back was tense, and the muscles of his arms flexed beneath his shirt as he moved with precision, a wolf-like focus in the way he carried himself.
"Okay, letâs start with this," he began, his tone rough and low, his eyes flickering briefly over his shoulder at you. âI'm glad you can defend yourself. If I was some regular asshole, I'd be dead for sure.â
You blinked at him, still in disbelief, trying to process everything that had just happened. Your heart was still pounding, your body still reeling from the shock, and yet here he was, as calm as ever. He flipped on the hallway light with a casual flick, casting a soft glow over the apartment.
âStay,â he huffed, his voice gruff, as if you were some unruly puppy he needed to wrangle.
He moved toward the dining area, and you turned your head to follow his movements. You watched as his calloused fingers picked up your steel pieceâyour gunâfrom where it had fallen, handling it with ease.
There was no hesitation in the way he moved, no sign of the earlier chaos as he handled the weapon. It was like he had done this a thousand times before, like the situation was perfectly normal for him.
You craned your neck a little more, catching sight of him as he knelt to collect the discarded roses from the hallway floor. He carefully placed your gun back into the vase where you had originally stashed it, as if putting everything back in its proper order, like nothing had happened. His shadow moved fluidly across the walls as he did so, and the tension in the air didnât lessenâif anything, it deepened.
And then, he turned back toward you, his face unreadable, but those vermillion eyesâGod, those eyesâlocked onto yours like a predator zeroing in on its prey. He didnât say a word, not yet, but the intensity of his gaze was enough to make your breath hitch.
The soft glow of the hallway light outlined his figure, casting sharp shadows on his jawline, the dim illumination making him look both softer and somehow more dangerous at the same time.
He stalked back over to you, each step deliberate, never once breaking eye contact. His eyes bored into yours, and you felt as though he could see through every layer of your confusion, your fear, and your relief. You tried to smile, to break the tension, but it felt weak under his unrelenting stare.
Katsuki finally stopped in front of you, his steps coming to a halt as he sat down on the coffee table across from you. The wood creaked slightly under his weight, but he didnât seem to care. He spread his legs a little, bracing his elbows on his knees, leaning forward slightly, his powerful body now looming closer, radiating heat and energy.
He was dressed down tonightâjust a black skull t-shirt that clung to his frame and a pair of gray sweatpants that hung low on his hips.
Casual, relaxed, almost like he had been home for a quiet night in. Yet here he was, looking at you like you were the only thing in the world that mattered. He had this way of making everything else disappear when he focused on you like that, making your breath catch in your throat.
He sat there, silent, elbows resting on his knees, hands clasped loosely between them. His back was slightly hunched as he leaned forward, making him look even more intense. His face was unreadable, and yet there was an edge to itâsomething simmering just below the surface, just beneath those sharp, vermillion eyes that hadnât left yours for a second.
You shifted uncomfortably on the sofa under the weight of his gaze. âUh, hey babe?â you said, your voice weak, barely above a whisper. You tried to giggle, to play it off like you werenât utterly rattled, but the sound died awkwardly in your throat.
Katsuki didnât move. His eyes remained fixed on you, not even a flicker of amusement crossing his face. His lips were pressed into a thin line, his jaw tight, the muscle there clenching slightly.Â
He wasnât buying it.
You swallowed hard, unsure of what to say or do next. The silence between you stretched out, heavy and oppressive, like a thick fog settling in the room. The only sound was the faint hum of the hallway light and the ticking of the clock on the wall.
For what felt like an eternity, you just sat thereâhim staring at you like youâd just committed the ultimate offense, and you shrinking under the weight of it. His gaze didnât waver, not even once, and you could feel the intensity of his thoughts even if he wasnât saying a word.
Your hands fidgeted in your lap, fingers twisting together as the nerves bubbled up inside you.Â
âKatsuki, Iââ you started, but the words trailed off, your voice faltering under the scrutiny.
Katuski considers you carefully for a moment, just a moment. Before slowly rising from his spot on the coffee table and making his way to the kitchen, flicking the light on, and you hear the opening of your cabinets and your favorite mug being taken out before your tap is run. Katsuki returns, makes his way to your dining room to also turn on the lights and then to your front door that he locks before also turning on the lights.Â
Then, he finally makes his way back to you and hands you the mug that you accept with both hands and he doesnât let go until you take three small sips at first and he sets himself back down in front of you. Itâs not until your fifth sip that you realize he turned on all the lights so you could feel exposed and vulnerable under his stare. You almost choke on that, but hold it down in favor of meeting your boyfriend's gaze again.Â
He finally spoke, his voice low and measured, but there was a tightness there, like he was barely holding back. âWhat the fuck was that, huh?â His eyes narrowed slightly, the air around him crackling with restrained emotion. âYou really think lying to me was a good idea?â
Your breath caught in your throat. Lying? You blinked, confusion mixing with the remnants of panic, but you didnât get a chance to speak before Katsuki leaned in closer, his face now hovering just inches from yours. The intensity of his gaze didnât falter, those sharp vermillion eyes pinning you in place.
âLetâs not pretend,â he said, his voice dripping with a strange, unsettling calm. âYou think I didnât notice? That I couldnât tell?â His lips curled into a smirk, but there was nothing playful about it. The way his eyes glinted, the way the tension in his jaw flexedâit was something far more dangerous.
âWhen didââ you started, but Katsuki cut you off, his tone sharp as a blade.
âWhen did I get back?â he asked, already knowing where your mind had gone. His smile widened, and the expression twisted something deep in your gut. His canines flashed, sharp and predatory, as the smirk grew into something almost menacing. âRight after you hung up the phone with me.â
Your stomach dropped. He heard? You should have known better. The way youâd tried to sound fine, the excuses you made about not being able to eat, the way your voice had shaken when youâd reassured him you were âdoing greatââhe hadnât bought any of it. Heâd come home right early, and heâd known.
He tilted his head slightly, his eyes never leaving yours as he continued, âAnd you wanna know what I saw the second I walked in? You. Not taking care of yourself.âÂ
âAgain.â
The words hit you like a slap. Your mind raced back to everything over the last few daysâthe lack of sleep, barely eating, pushing yourself to the point of collapse. You thought you could hide it. But Katsuki wasnât fooled. He never was.
âYou lied to me,â he said, his voice softer now, but no less dangerous. âTold me you were fine, that you were âhandling things.ââ He chuckled darkly, his smile stretching wider.
âLook at you. Does this look like âfineâ to you?â
You swallowed hard, your mouth suddenly dry, as the weight of his words settled over you like a suffocating blanket. Your heart pounded in your chest as you tried to form an excuse, something to explain yourself, but the words wouldnât come.
Katsukiâs gaze hardened, and he leaned back slightly, his arms crossing over his chest as if he were preparing for the final verdict.
âI trusted you to take care of yourself while I was gone, and what do you do? You starve yourself. You donât sleep. You get so out of it you nearly put a bullet through your own damn apartment. All while telling me everythingâs âgreat.ââ
You could hear the frustration lacing his words now, the anger simmering just beneath the surface. But there was something elseâsomething deeper, more raw, hiding in the way his voice shook ever so slightly when he said the word trusted.
"I triedâ" you started, your voice barely above a whisper, but it felt so hollow even to your own ears. Katsuki wasnât having it.
âTried?â His voice cracked with a dangerous laugh, one that sent chills down your spine. âYou tried? No, you didnât âtry.â You hid from me. You lied because you thought you could handle everything on your own.â
He leaned forward again, the smile never fading, but this time it was sharper, darker, the full display of his teeth and sharp canines making him look almost feral. His red eyes widened slightly as he stared down at you, and there was an unsettling gleam in them now, something wild and untamed.
âBut you canât, can you?â he continued, his voice almost a mockery of sweetness. âYou canât take care of yourself. So guess what?â He leaned in close, so close you could feel the heat of his breath on your skin. âIâm doing it for you.â
Your heart lurched in your chest as his words sank in. There was something terrifying about the calmness in his tone, the way he spoke as if it was a simple fact, something decided without question.
âYouâre not eating? Iâll make sure you eat. Youâre not sleeping? Donât worry, Iâll fix that too.â His smile grew wider, more sinister, as if he were enjoying the thought of it. His sharp canines glinted under the light, and it felt like you were staring into the eyes of a predator.
The intensity of his gaze was suffocating, his red eyes burning into yours, and for a moment, you couldnât move, couldnât speak. His presence was overwhelming, his words wrapping around you like chains, trapping you in the reality of what was happening.
Katsukiâs voice dropped to a whisper, but it was no less terrifying. âFrom now on, you donât get to make that call. You donât get to decide when youâre âfineâ or when you need help. I do.â
Your throat tightened as you tried to find the right words, the right explanation, but there was nothing that would make this better. You had lied. You had pushed yourself too far, and now you were facing the consequences. But Katsuki wasnât just angry. He was something elseâsomething scarier.
He reached out, cupping your face gently with one large, calloused hand, his thumb brushing softly over your cheek. But the look in his eyes, the smile still pulling at his lips, made the gesture feel anything but comforting. He hooks his other palm on the underside of your calve and squeezes it twice.Â
âIâm gonna take care of you,â he whispered, his voice soft but deadly serious. âEven if I have to drag you kicking and screaming. Understand?â Katsuki dips his face lower, closer to yours as his pupils bore into your own.
You nodded, unable to find your voice, your chest tight with fear and guilt. Katsukiâs thumb traced your jawline, his touch deceptively gentle, but the look in his eyes was unrelenting.
âThatâs what I thought,â he said, his smile finally fading, replaced with that hard, determined expression you knew all too well. He stood up slowly, towering over you, and as he did, the weight of his presence pressed down on you like a storm.
He wasnât giving you a choice.
And you knew there was no fighting him. Not when he was like this.
Katsuki stood over you, eyes narrowing slightly as he reached for the mug in your hand. His fingers brushed yours, and before you could protest, he gently tugged it from your grasp, tilting the cup toward your lips. The cold refreshing liquid hit your tongue, and you blinked in surprise, forced to drink it all at his pace. His gaze was steady, unyielding, as if this small act of making sure you finished the drink was a matter of life and death.Â
There was no room for resistance.
"All of it," he muttered, and you obeyed, the warmth of the drink doing little to soothe the knot of nerves twisting in your stomach.
Once you drained the last of the mug, Katsuki set it aside with a soft clink and guided you to your feet. His grip was firm but not rough, the warmth of his palm grounding you as he led you through the bright apartment.
The light filtering through the bulbs was harsh compared to the dark tension that had settled between you two. Your heart pounded in your chest as you followed, your mind still trying to process everything that had just happened.
When he brought you to the bathroom, you turned to shoo him out. âI can handle this part,â you muttered, half-heartedly trying to get some semblance of control back. But Katsuki remained solid as a wall, unmoving, his eyes fixed on you. One eyebrow arched in that sharp, expectant way of his, and you knew you had no choice.
With a resigned sigh, you began stripping down, feeling the weight of his gaze linger, even though he wasn't watching you like that. His focus was intense, like he was making sure you didnât skip a single step.
Katsuki stepped forward and locked the door behind him with a soft click, the sound echoing in the small, tiled space. The air between you thickened as he moved to turn on the water in your freshly cleaned shower, the spray sputtering to life.
Steam rose, filling the room, curling into the corners like a mist creeping through your thoughts. He tested the water with his hand, adjusting the temperature before turning to you, his eyes softer now, but no less serious.
âGet in,â he said, the command laced with care. His hand hovered near your elbow, ready to steady you as you stepped into the tub. You felt small under his watchful eye, but also cared for in a way that made your throat tighten.
Once you were safely under the warm spray, Katsuki turned away slightly, giving you some space, though he stayed close. He wasnât leaving. Not until he was satisfied. You stood there for a moment, feeling the water cascade over your body, washing away the grime and exhaustion that clung to your skin.
You knew you had about five minutes before he turned back around, so you hurried, scrubbing yourself down with more effort than usual.
It wasnât long before he came back, his eyes flicking over you with a critical, almost soft look. Satisfied with your effort, Katsuki reached for the showerhead and rinsed you off himself, his hands guiding the water over your skin. He was gentle, methodical, like he was handling something precious.Â
And in his eyes, thatâs exactly what you are.
After rinsing you clean, Katsuki gestured for you to sit down in the tub. The air was thick with the scent of soap and steam, but beneath it all was the tension that neither of you had fully addressed. As you lowered yourself into the bubbles that Katsuki had added, you felt your face flush at the intimacy of it all.
âYa know,â he began, his voice rough but laced with something deeper, âwhen I got home early, I was happy.â
You looked up at him, blinking away the water droplets clinging to your lashes. His back was to you as he rummaged through the cabinet, but there was a weight in his words that made your chest tighten. Happy? You hadnât expected that, not after the way things had spiraled today.
âKirishima already went up to surprise your little friend,â he continued, his voice casual but still laced with that undeniable edge of possessiveness.
He found a bottle of your favorite bath oil and added a few drops to the water, the subtle scent filling the room. Katsuki always had a way of paying attention to details like that. Things you didnât even think he noticed.
âSo it was just gonna be me and you this weekend. Me and my girlfriend.â
The way he said my girlfriend made your pulse quicken. There was something about the way Katsuki spoke when it came to you, the way he claimed the words, made them his own. It was possessive, sure, but not in the suffocating way.
It was like he was reminding you that you were his priority, even when you couldnât take care of yourself.
He finally turned back to you, kneeling by the tub so that his eyes were level with yours. The light in the room flickered, casting shadows across his sharp features, making him look even more intense. His vermilion eyes locked onto yours, and it felt like he was staring straight into your soul.
âSo it was gonna be me and you,â he repeated, his voice quieter now but no less serious. âBut instead, I come home to find you falling apart.â His hand reached out, fingers brushing over the wet strands of your hair, pushing them back from your face. The gesture was soft, but there was a weight behind it.
âWhat the hell, babe? You canât even take care of yourself while Iâm gone?â
You opened your mouth to respond, to explain, but he cut you off with a small shake of his head.
Katsukiâs hands were firm but gentle as he lathered your hair with shampoo, his fingers working through your scalp in deep, circular motions.
The pressure was so perfect that your eyes fluttered shut, a low hum escaping your throat as your body relaxed into the bath. It was embarrassing how good it felt, how every stroke of his fingers seemed to melt away the exhaustion clinging to your bones.
You could barely keep your head up, and just as your eyes threatened to roll back in your head, Katsuki splashed water at your face, jolting you back to reality.
âOi, donât go passing out on me just yet,â he muttered, though there was a playful smirk tugging at his lips. He shifted behind you, grabbing the showerhead to rinse out the soap, the warm water cascading down your back as he continued his work. The rhythmic sound of water filled the space, a stark contrast to the gruffness in his voice.
âYouâre lucky I didnât pounce on your ass the second you walked back into the apartment, lookinâ all messed up like that,â Katsuki grumbled, his hands sliding down your shoulders to scrub your back.
His fingers traced the curve of your spine, his touch lingering as he was refamiliarizing himself with every dip and curve.Â
âYou think I like seeinâ you like this? All run-down and weak? Youâve got more in you than this.â
Katsuki paused, his hand hovering over your shoulder, and you could feel the weight of his stare even though you werenât looking at him. âI just want you to be healthy. To take care of yourself the way I know you can.â
His hand moved down, scrubbing your arms with the washcloth, his roughness tempered by the care behind every stroke. âI get it, lifeâs a pain in the ass sometimes, but you donât get to fall apart like this. Not when Iâm around to make sure youâre good.â
His words were gruff, but there was something softer beneath the surfaceâa quiet worry that heâd never fully admit to. Katsuki rinsed you off, the soap sliding down your body as he worked, his attention never wavering.
As he moved to scrub your legs, his touch slowed for just a moment.
âYouâre tough,â he muttered, almost to himself, his hand brushing along the curve of your thigh. âBut that doesnât mean youâve gotta do everything on your own. Iâm here, alright?â
He rinsed you one last time, his hand lingering at the small of your back as if anchoring you to the moment.
âAnd donât think Iâm letting you off the hook that easy,â he said, a smirk tugging at his lips. âYou owe me for not jumping your ass the second I saw you. But first, weâre gonna get you back to being you again.â
Your heart pounded, a mix of guilt and gratitude swirling in your chest. Katsuki wasnât asking for permission. He was telling you. And part of you was relieved that you didnât have to carry this burden alone anymore.
âNo excuses,â he muttered, his fingers trailing down to tilt your chin up so you couldnât look away. His thumb brushed against your lips, lingering there for a moment. âYou donât get to lie to me about this anymore.â
His gaze softened, but the intensity of his words remained. âIâm gonna make sure youâre alright. Even if that means watching over you every damn second.â
You nodded, the movement small, but Katsuki saw it. His hand dropped from your chin, and he leaned back, standing up to his full height as he grabbed a towel from the rack.
âGood,â he said, his voice softer now. He draped the towel over his shoulder and held out his hand to help you out of the tub. The air was cool against your skin as you stepped out the tub, his touch lingering on your shoulders as he pulled you close. The weight of the day seemed to melt away in that moment, leaving just the two of you standing there in the quiet.
Katsuki is rough around the edges, sure. But when it came to you, there was no doubtâheâd take care of you, fuck everyone else.
Katsuki wrapped the fluffy towel around your body, still warm and soft from the dryer. You nuzzled into it, relishing the feeling of warmth against your skin, the scent of fresh laundry lingering in the air. His chuckle was low, almost rumbling through his chest as he set you gently on the bath mat.
"Wait here," he said, his voice firm yet filled with that protective edge youâd grown so used to. You sat obediently, the towel cocooning you in its comforting warmth as Katsuki disappeared briefly.
When he returned, he carried a chair from the dinning and placed it in front of the bathroom mirror. He motioned for you to sit, and you did so without protest. The exhaustion still clung to you, but the care he was giving made it easier to just lean into his routine. You felt his fingers work through your damp hair with gentle precision as he sectioned it off to braid.Â
The motions were firm but soft, practiced as if he had done this countless times before. You closed your eyes, letting yourself relax under his touch as he skillfully wove your hair into two simple, neat braids.
âThere,â he murmured, wrapping a towel around the ends to help them dry. âThat should do for now.â He gave you a brief once-over, satisfied with his work.
Next, Katsuki grabbed a toothbrush and came back toward you, squeezing a dollop of toothpaste onto it. Before you could protest or joke, he pressed the brush gently against your lips, and you reluctantly opened your mouth.
As he began brushing, your lips curled in a playful pout, and you made an attempt to nip his fingers with a mischievous glint in your eyes. Katsukiâs reaction was immediate, pulling back just slightly before leaning in close, his face inches from yours, eyes glinting with amusement.
âYou really want me to bite you, huh?â he teased, voice low as his breath brushed your skin. You pouted but couldnât stop the smile from creeping in. Slowly, you nodded, biting your lower lip. He smirked at your response, his teeth grazing the sensitive skin between your neck and shoulder, just enough pressure to make you shiver.
Your breath hitched as you squeezed him, wrapping your arms around his waist, but the sound that almost escaped you was quickly stifled as you pulled back, burying your face into the towel.
Katsuki chuckled darkly, clearly pleased with himself. "Behave," he muttered, finishing with your teeth. He handed you the mouthwash next. âRinse,â he instructed, his eyes following your every move. You swished the cool liquid around before spitting it out, feeling oddly refreshed.
Once that was done, he moved on to the next part of his routineâyour skincare. His touch was methodical as he washed your face, scrubbing gently and making sure every inch of your skin was properly cared for.
You could feel the cool cleanser on your cheeks as he worked, and there was something oddly intimate about the way he treated each step like it was second nature.
âNo more mascara,â Katsuki said, narrowing his eyes as he gently dabbed a soft towel against your skin. âI want you to keep those damn lashes.â
You giggled at his comment, catching his eye in the mirror. âHitoshi says weâre the only ones who make insomnia look sexy,â you teased.Â
âDonât take compliments from a guy who needs a bag check for his fuckinâ eyes.â
You snorted, while Katsuki was rolling his eyes. âThat idiot looked like death last mission. He and Denki passed out under the table like a couple of idiots,â he said, shaking his head.Â
âWe should to check in on themââ
He interrupted, raising an eyebrow. âWe can check on them tomorrow.â
His gaze shifted, locking onto yours with a possessive glint that made your stomach flutter. âYouâre all mine this weekend. Those extras can wait.â
You blushed, your face softening as the weight of his words settled over you. The tenderness beneath his rough exterior always caught you off guard, especially when he showed it in moments like these. You felt a warmth spread through your chest, and for once, it wasnât just because of the cozy towel wrapped around you.
Katsuki reached into the drawer, grabbing your favorite lip oil with a casual confidence, but his movements slowed with deliberate care as he traced the line of your cupid's bow, filling in your lips with precise strokes.
You felt the cool glide of the oil over your lips, the faint scent of vanilla filling the air between you. Watching him concentrate so intensely on such a delicate task brought a smile to your face.
âI can remember the last time you did something like this~â
you teased, the sing-song lilt in your voice light, playful. His reaction was immediateâhis sharp vermillion eyes snapped back to yours, but his reddening ears gave him away. For all his confidence, a comment like that still managed to fluster him. The slight color spreading across his face wouldâve been easy to miss if you hadnât been watching him so closely.
His scowl deepened, and he growled, âSo you wanna get your ass knocked out or what?â
You giggled, placing one hand on his solid shoulder, your fingers brushing against the heat radiating from his skin. Then, with a grin, you pressed the crown of your head into the crook of his neck, feeling the warmth of his skin against your cheek.Â
âNooo, Iâm just so happy youâre here!â Your voice was soft, genuine, the relief and joy of his presence making you melt into the moment.
Katsukiâs tension ebbed as he rolled his eyes, the smallest hint of a smirk tugging at the corner of his lips. He let your teasing slide, his usual gruffness tempered by the tenderness he rarely let anyone else see.
Without a word, he scooped you up into his arms as if you weighed nothing, his strength effortless as he held you close to his chest. You clung to him, feeling the firm muscles beneath his shirt, his heartbeat steady under your palm.
âGod, I love your heartbeat.â
As he carried you through the apartment, Katsuki flicked off the lights with a casual swipe of his hand, the darkness closing in behind you both. When you entered your room, you were greeted with the fresh, clean scent of laundry detergent and something distinctly Katsuki.
You blinked in surprise, realizing just how spotless everything was.
The bed was made, your clothes folded, and the air felt lighter, even though your mirrorâstill cracked from earlierâreflected back the remnants of your impulsive outburst. The shards of glass had already been swept and vacuumed away, leaving no trace of the mess.
Before you could comment, Katsuki threw you onto the bed, your body bouncing lightly against the plush comforter. âHey!â you protested, mock indignation coloring your voice as you propped yourself up on your elbows, glaring at him.
He just smirked, a mischievous glint in his eyes. âYouâre asking for it.â You narrowed your eyes, grabbing one of your stuffed animalsâa soft, well-loved bunnyâand held it up like a threat. âIâll throw all my stuffed animals at you, Katsuki, donât test me.â
But the playful moment quickly shifted, his expression darkening with a predatory edge. His eyes gleamed as he climbed onto the bed with slow, deliberate movements, the mattress sinking slightly under his weight as he stalked toward you, inch by inch, like a wild animal sizing up its prey. The air between you thickened, electric, and your breath caught in your throat.
"You really wanna do that, sweetheart?" His voice was low, dangerous, sending a shiver down your spine. His gaze flickered briefly to the stuffed bunny in your hand before it snapped back to your face. "When you know how I feel about your 'babies'?" The way he drawled out the wordâ"babies"âmade heat coil low in your stomach, your body responding involuntarily to the tension in the air.
Your grip on the bunny loosened, and without thinking, you let it drop from your hand. It tumbled onto the bed with a soft thud, forgotten, as you instinctively wrapped yourself tighter in the towel, your pulse quickening.
Katsukiâs smirk widened at your silence, his voice a low rumble as he teased, âWhat, no answer for me?â He leaned in closer, his face inches from yours, turning his ear toward you as if daring you to speak.
Instead of words, you leaned forward and pressed a soft, lingering kiss against the shell of his ear, your breath warm against his skin. âNo,â you whispered, your voice barely audible.
Katsuki chuckled, the sound deep and satisfied. He tugged at the edge of your towel with one finger, pulling it down just enough to expose your neck, your pulse beating rapidly beneath your skin. His lips descended, pressing a hot, firm kiss against the sensitive spot just above your collarbone, his breath hot as he whispered against your skin,Â
âGood choice.â
Your breath hitched, your body shivering as you leaned into his touch, his kiss lingering like a brand against your flesh. The air around you was thick with unspoken words, the world outside fading away as you lost yourself in the warmth of his presence, the safety and intensity that only Katsuki could bring.
Katsukiâs hands reached for the hem of his skull-printed shirt, fingers curling as he lifted it over his head. The muscles in his arms and chest flexed with the movement, every line of his sculpted frame rippling with controlled power. He didnât bother tossing it aside like he normally would. Instead, he draped it over you, lowering it onto your head before helping you slip your arms through the sleeves.
You smiled softly as the worn fabric slid down your body, the familiar scent of Katsuki surrounding you like a comforting embrace. His shirt was huge on you, the edges brushing just past your thighs, the warmth of it melding with the heat radiating from him.
You shifted beneath him, looking up as he hovered over you, his palms bracing on either side of your head. The proximity made your heart race, the weight of his gaze sending a shiver of anticipation through your body. Katsukiâs sharp eyes softened for just a second, the intensity still present but tempered with something warmer, more intimate.
He didnât say anything as you wrapped your arms around his strong back, feeling the firmness of his muscles beneath your fingers.
âCome here,â you murmured, giving him a gentle tap between his shoulder blades.
Without hesitation, Katsuki let himself drop, all the glorious warmth of his body pressing against you in a slow, controlled descent. The heavy weight of his chest flattened against yours, and you sighed in contentment, the closeness making you feel grounded.
Katsukiâs body, normally so explosive and full of barely contained energy, was now soft and pliant against you, like he was giving you the privilege of feeling his full, unfiltered presence.
Your hands naturally found their way to his spiky blonde hair, fingers threading through the surprisingly soft strands. For all the sharpness of his exterior, Katsukiâs hair was softer than most people knewâsomething only a select few had the privilege to experience. He guarded his personal space like a fortress, and it took time for him to let his guard down around anyone, let alone like this.
But with you, it was different. He was different.
He was your fussy Pomeranianâprickly to everyone else, but with a soft, loyal core.
You gently massaged his scalp, your nails scraping lightly against his skin as you worked through the spiked chaos of his hair. You could feel him relax, his tense shoulders loosening as he melted further into you, letting out a low grunt of approval. The sound was almost primal, a rumbling that vibrated through his chest and into yours.
You were so caught up in the moment, fingers tracing the line of his neck and combing through his hair, that you almost missed the sudden burst of air against your shoulder. It wasnât until you felt the wet tickle of his lips blowing a raspberry into your skin that you realized he was trying to get your attention.
âWhat theâKatsuki!â you squealed, laughing as the sound reverberated through your skin. He smirked against your shoulder, clearly pleased with himself.
He lifted his head slightly, his red eyes gleaming with a mischievous glint. âYou listening now, or do I gotta do it again?â His voice was low, teasing, but there was that familiar edge of dominance underneath it all.
You huffed in mock annoyance, rolling your eyes before looking up at him. âWhat were you saying, genius?â
Katsuki grinned, the corners of his mouth twitching as he lowered himself again, letting his breath fan against your ear. âI said youâre lucky, you know that?â His voice was softer now, but it still held that commanding tone that sent a spark of heat through your chest.Â
âLucky I didnât pounce on you the second I got back.â
His words lingered in the air, heavy with implication, and your breath hitched as you met his gaze. The raw intensity in his eyes, that feral spark you loved so much, was back. It wasnât just a warningâit was a promise.
You swallowed, your voice coming out a little breathless. âYeah? And why didnât you?â
His grin widened as he pressed his forehead against yours, his voice dropping even lower. âBecause Iâm not an idiot. I could see you werenât takinâ care of yourself. And I ainât about to let my girl fall apart while Iâm gone.â
You blinked, feeling a wave of warmth wash over you, though his words held a stern undertone. He shifted slightly, his weight pressing more firmly against you as his hands slid up your sides, his thumbs brushing just under the hem of his shirt. The touch was possessive but careful, like he was reminding you who was in charge of your well-being now.
âI know you can take care of yourself,â he murmured, his lips brushing against your temple, âbut sometimes, you get stressed and forget.â His hands stilled, resting on your waist. âSo Iâm gonna do it for you.â
You couldnât help the small smile tugging at your lips. Katsuki, in his own gruff way, always knew exactly what you needed. And it wouldnât even admit it outright, he cared more than anyone youâd ever known.
You felt your hands tighten in his hair again, tugging gently as you let out a soft sigh. âIâm sorry,â you whispered, feeling a mix of affection and guilt. You knew you hadnât been taking care of yourself lately, but hearing him say it hit differently. It made you realize just how much heâd noticed, how much heâd been keeping track, even when he wasnât around.
Katsuki didnât say anything at first. Instead, he shifted his weight, lifting his head to look down at you again, his expression softening just a fraction. âYeah, well... just donât make me come home to that shit again, got it?â His voice was still gruff, but there was an undeniable warmth in his tone.
You nodded, feeling a wave of relief wash over you. He didnât need to say it outright, but you knewâhe wasnât going anywhere. Not when it came to you.
Without another word, he leaned down, pressing a gentle kiss to your forehead before nuzzling into the crook of your neck. His breath was warm against your skin, and you let yourself relax under the weight of his body, feeling safe, loved, and cared for.
The two of you lay there in a soft, comfortable silence, the weight of Katsukiâs warm body settled against yours, his steady breath fanning over your skin.
His arms, strong yet gentle, stayed wrapped around your waist as if anchoring himself to you. The room was quiet, save for the occasional rustle of the sheets and the subtle creaking of the bed beneath your weight. You were about to close your eyes, savoring the moment, when you felt a slight flutter against your neck. His long eyelashes were brushing against your skin, tickling you softly.
You blinked, lifting your head slightly. "Katsuki, you alright?"
A muffled, "Yeah," came from him, his voice low and slightly hoarse as he nuzzled into the crook of your shoulder. But something in the way he said it made you pause. His head shifted, settling over your boob (chest), right where your heart was. The sensation of his ear pressing against your heartbeat sent a wave of warmth and electricity rushing through you. Your soul felt like it was lighting up, a familiar connection between you two sparking alive.
Katsuki reached for your hand, his calloused fingers weaving through yours with a gentleness that contrasted his usual roughness. He lifted your intertwined hands and pressed them over his own heart, resting them there. The sensation, the intimacy of the moment, sent a tingle through your entire body, filling you with an overwhelming sense of love and connection. It was rare for Katsuki to be this tender, to show you this vulnerable side of himself.Â
And yet, as you lay there, your heartbeats in sync, it felt like the most natural thing in the world.
A soft, involuntary smile tugged at your lips as you looked down at him. You could feel the rhythm of his heart beneath your palm, steady and strong, and you were certain he could feel yours, too. The electric charge between you wasnât just emotional; it felt physical, like your very essence was reaching out to him, and he to you. Katsuki, usually so tough and guarded, was here in your arms, sharing this tender moment.
But as you lay there, soaking in the warmth of the moment, something shifted. Katsuki stiffened slightly in your arms, his body going rigid against yours. You could feel his breath hitch, and when you looked down, you saw the confusion in his eyes, the way they glistened with unshed tears. His brow furrowed, and for a moment, he looked completely lost, almost scared.
âHey, hey, whatâs wrong?â you asked, your voice laced with concern as you felt him tense even further. A flicker of panic shot through you. You knew how hard it was for Katsuki to express his emotions, and seeing him like this, vulnerable and on the verge of breaking down, tugged at something deep inside of you.Â
"Are you having those pains again? Is it your chest?!"
Katsuki shook his head quickly, but his face contorted, and he let out a sharp sniff, his breaths coming faster. His fingers squeezed yours, his grip tightening as his other arm wrapped around your waist with almost a desperate strength.
You could feel the heat rising off his skin, his body suddenly clammy as if he were in a battle. His muscles tensed and flexed, his jaw clenched as he tried to fight whatever emotions were threatening to spill out.
"'S alright," he mumbled into your chest, but you could hear the tremble in his voice, the way it cracked as if he were holding something back. He buried his face deeper against you, curling into your body as though trying to shield himself from the storm brewing inside him.
"No, 'S not alright," you countered softly, your hand moving to rub slow, calming circles over his sweaty back. "Come on, Katsu, you know you can tell me."
You felt his heart pounding harder against your hand, the frantic rhythm echoing through your palm. His breath hitched again, and you instinctively shifted, running your fingers through his hair to calm him. Your other hand moved to the back of his neck, rubbing the tension out of his tight muscles as his breaths came in shallow gasps.
Katsukiâs palms, usually dry and strong, grew slick with sweat, and you could feel his hands trembling as they gripped yours. He sniffed again, louder this time, his body shuddering as he tried to regain control. Several deep, shaky breaths followed, but he didnât pull away.
Finally, after what felt like an eternity, he lifted his head. His red eyes were rimmed with unshed tears, his lashes wet as he blinked them away. He sat up slowly, pulling himself out of your embrace, though he still held onto your hand like a lifeline. His chest rose and fell with heavy breaths, his gaze distant as if he were trying to sort through the mess of emotions swirling inside him.
You reached up, gently brushing a tear away from his cheek. âBaby, talk to me, please.â
He swallowed thickly, his Adamâs apple bobbing as he struggled to find his voice. When he finally spoke, his words were soft, raw. âI dunno... I justââ He paused, his jaw clenched as he looked down at your hand still resting over his heart. âI dunno whatâs wrong with me.â
Your heart ached at the sight of him like this, so vulnerable and confused. Katsuki wasnât used to feeling things this deeply, wasnât used to letting anyone in like this. But here he was, breaking down in front of you, and all you wanted to do was hold him together.
You scooted closer, sitting up and pressing your forehead against his. âThereâs nothing wrong with you, Katsu,â you whispered, your voice soothing as you cupped his face in your hands. âYouâre just... feeling things. Itâs okay.â
Katsuki closed his eyes, his breath shuddering as he leaned into your touch. âI donât like it,â he muttered, his voice thick with frustration. âI donât like not... not being able to control it.â
You kissed his forehead softly, letting your lips linger there for a moment before pulling back. âYou donât always have to be in control. Itâs okay to let go sometimes.â
For a moment, he didnât respond, just sat there with his eyes closed, his breathing slowly evening out as he let your words sink in. When he finally opened his eyes again, they were still glassy, but the panic had faded, replaced by a quiet resolve. He looked at you with an intensity that took your breath away.
âYou make me feel things I donât know how to handle,â he admitted quietly, his voice barely above a whisper. âBut I donât... I donât wanna lose it.â
You smiled softly, your heart swelling as you pressed another gentle kiss to his cheek. âYou wonât lose it, Katsuki. Iâm here.â
Katsukiâs hand tightened around yours as he pulled back slightly, taking in a deep, steadying breath before speaking again. His eyes, still a little glassy but full of determination, met yours with a quiet intensity. âI didnât want to be away from you,â he started, his voice soft but firm. âEven if workâs important... to me, youâre more important.â
You opened your mouth to argue, to tell him that his work as a hero mattered, that it saved lives, but the look he gave you made you stop short. His gaze softened as it met yours, a silent plea for understanding. And instead of fighting back, you took his rough, calloused hands in yours, bringing them to your lips and pressing soft kisses to his knuckles. Then, with a small smile, you pressed his hands gently to your cheeks, letting him feel the warmth there, the quiet affection you had for him.
âIâm with you,â you whispered, and those simple words seemed to ease the tension in his body. He let out a slow breath, his chest rising and falling heavily before he continued.
âI get it,â he said, his voice a little stronger now. âWhy youâre always trying to be so independent. Youâve got your own life, your own goals, and I want to respect that.â His thumb gently brushed against your cheek as he spoke, as though grounding himself with your touch.
âBut I canât... I canât just sit by and watch you not take care of yourself. Sometimes... I feel like itâs my job to make sure youâre okay, âcause I... I love you.â
His voice cracked on those last words, and you saw the raw emotion flicker in his eyes. Katsuki wasnât used to being vulnerable like this, to letting people see the softer side of him. But he was here, laying it all bare in front of you. You could feel the weight of his words, the sincerity, the fear that maybe you didnât need him as much as he needed you. It tugged at something deep inside you.
âI love you, and I want to take care of you,â he went on, his grip on your hands tightening as if he were afraid to let go. âI wanna protect you, keep you safe, even when you donât think you need it. Itâs... itâs who I am. And Iâm not gonna apologize for it.â
Your heart swelled with affection, and you moved your hands over his arms, gently rubbing along the firm, tense muscles as you tried to soothe him. His skin was warm under your touch, and you could feel the faint tremble in his shoulders as he kept talking, the weight of his emotions finally spilling out.
âI just...â Katsuki paused, his voice faltering for a moment as he swallowed hard, trying to keep the lump in his throat at bay. âThis time away from you... it made me realize a lot. How much I love you, how much I need you around. I canât stand it when Iâm not with you, even if itâs just for a few days.â He let out a small, almost bitter chuckle. âYou probably think itâs stupid, huh?â
You smiled softly, shaking your head as you continued to run your hands over his arms, feeling the tension slowly melt away under your touch. âItâs not stupid,â you whispered. âI missed you too.â
Katsukiâs eyes flickered with relief, but there was still a hint of frustration lingering in his expression. âBut you... you donât take care of yourself, not the way you should,â he said, his voice more serious now. âYou always look after everyone elseâhell, you make sure everyoneâs okay, but you donât do the same for yourself. It drives me crazy.â
You gave him a playful smile, trying to lighten the mood just a little. âYou canât keep an eye on me all the time, Katsu.â
He huffed, narrowing his eyes at you. âThatâs the problem. I canât. And you donât make a habit of neglecting yourself, but when you do... youâre a hypocrite. Youâll run yourself into the ground to help everyone else, but then act like you donât need anyone to do the same for you.â
You wanna stick your tongue out at him but knowing Katsuki, heâd make you regret that all night long.Â
Katsukiâs intense gaze lingered, tracing every inch of you with a sharp, possessive look that made your heart race. His eyes moved from the top of your head, down the gentle curve of your neck, over the way his oversized skull shirt bunched up on your thighs, and down to your toes.
You could feel the weight of his stare, heavy with unspoken emotions, and for a moment, it seemed like the air between you thickened with tension.
Then he blinked, and it was like a fog lifting. He shifted, reaching into the deep pockets of his sweatpants with a small grunt. âI wanted to do this âright,â ya know,â he muttered, almost to himself, but the words were laced with that familiar gruffness. His fingers fiddled with something in his pocket, his focus still mostly on you.
âSpent weeks with those dumbassesâpicking out flowers, going through all these fancy restaurants, trying to get the perfect gift. Because youâre my girl, and I only get the best for you.â
His voice was low, raspy, and the way his eyes softened briefly before trailing down to your legs made your breath catch. His hand, rough and warm, ghosted over your ankle as if testing the waters before his grip tightened, just enough to pull you slightly closer with a small, teasing tug.
The movement startled you, and you yelped, instinctively wrapping the towel tighter around your waist as you scrambled upright, your heart hammering against your ribs. Katsukiâs laughter rumbled through the room, deep and genuine, the sound like warm honey coating the air. He was taking in the sight of your flustered reaction with a wicked grin plastered on his face.
âKats,â you started, still catching your breath as you eyed him suspiciously, âwhat are you getting at?â
The mischievous gleam in his eyes returned, that familiar cocky, dangerous look that always made your pulse quicken. His grin softened into something more meaningful, more grounded, but still tinged with that wild spark. That look in his eye? It was the one that always had you convinced that all the hot ones were definitely crazy.
âIâve wanted this for a long time,â he confessed, his voice dropping into something more intimate, more vulnerable.
âSince I met you.â
You blinked, watching as his gaze flickered down to your bare legs. His jaw clenched for a split second, and he let out a low curse under his breath. âShouldâve used that damn lotion,â he muttered, almost to himself, clearly irritated that he hadnât taken the chance to pamper you properly.
The moonlight filtering in from your window cast a silvery glow over him, highlighting every cut and line of his muscles as if he were carved from stone.
He was beautiful, raw, like a storm contained just beneath the surface, and for a brief moment, you were distracted by the sight of himâthe rise and fall of his chest, the way his stomach flexed with each breath.
You could have his babies right here, right now.
Then his voice softened again, and the mood shifted as he spoke. âI love you. I really do.â His tone was hushed, like it was just for you. His eyesâusually so full of fire and determinationânow held something much deeper, something vulnerable that he rarely let show. It was just him. Your Katsuki.
âIâm not good with this shit. I know that,â he admitted, his mouth tugging into a small, self-deprecating smirk. âBut I wanna do this right.â
You blinked, feeling the air grow heavier as he squared his shoulders, a determined glint returning to his eyes. His hand finally left his pocket, and in one swift, almost impatient motion, he pulled something out and opened it in front of you.Â
A small box. Velvet. The kind that held only one thing.
Your breath hitched, and your entire world seemed to narrow down to that tiny box and the ring inside it. It glittered in the low light, catching the moon's glow, but the details were lost on you as your heart thudded wildly in your chest.
Katsuki looked at you, dead-on, his expression both serious and soft at the same time, like he was offering you everything he had.Â
âWould you marry me and be my hot mess?â
For a split second, you couldnât breathe. Couldnât think. Couldnât even process the words that had just come out of his mouth. You felt like someone had knocked the air out of your lungs with a featherâhell, they could have knocked you over with one.
The world stopped spinning. Your eyes darted between the ring and Katsuki, who was watching you carefully now, his breath held as if he was waiting for your next move. You could feel the gravity of this moment pressing down on your chest, and yet... it wasnât the heavy kind of weight that scared you. No. It was something else entirely.
It was the kind of weight that came with the realization that this moment, this person in front of you, was everything you never knew you needed.
A million thoughts raced through your mind, and none of them made sense, but your body reacted first. Your lips parted, but no words came out at first, only a small breathless laugh as you brought your shaking hands up to your mouth. Katsukiâs eyes searched your face, trying to gauge your reaction, and the barest hint of nerves flashed behind his hardened exterior. He mightâve been a fearless hero, but this?
This was different.
âKatsuki,â you whispered, barely able to find your voice as the emotions swirled inside you. âYou... youâre serious?â
âDead serious,â he replied immediately, his voice unwavering now. His eyes bore into yours with that fierce conviction only he could pull off. âIâve been serious about you from the start. I love you, and Iâm not waiting around anymore. I want you. With me. Always.â
His words sank into you, and before you even fully realized what you were doing, your hands shot forward, grabbing his face, pulling him down toward you. You kissed himâdeeply, passionately, pouring everything you had into it, letting the overwhelming feelings consume you.
His lips were warm, familiar, grounding. Katsuki groaned softly into the kiss, his hands moving to your waist, pulling you closer as if the space between you was too much to bear.
When you finally pulled away, your foreheads pressed together, your breath mingling with his as you both panted softly. The world around you faded, and all that was left was the man in front of you and the question still hanging in the air.
âYes,â you breathed, smiling through the tears that had welled up in your eyes. âYes, Katsuki. Iâll marry you.â
And for the first time in what felt like forever, you saw itâthe raw, unfiltered joy on his face. It wasnât loud or boastful, but it was there, in the soft curl of his lips and the way his eyes shone with unshed tears.
Katsuki Bakugo had won another battleâthis time, with your heart.
Katsuki's rough fingers, calloused and warm, carefully slid the ring over your finger, his touch uncharacteristically gentle. You couldnât help but gasp as the gem caught the light, sparkling in a way that made your heart skip a beat. It was more than beautifulâit was personal. The stone in the center was your birthstone, cut into your favorite shape and polished into your favorite color, surrounded by a delicate halo of tiny rubies. Rubies just like his eyes.
Your gaze flickered to the ring and then back to Katsuki. âHow⊠how did youâŠ?â you whispered, utterly floored. The details were so specific, the kind that you had only mentioned in passing, mostly to Michael. But somehow, Katsuki had pieced it all together.
The rubies glistened against the band, and nestled between them were smaller gemstones that mirrored the exact shade of your eyes. And if that wasnât enough, there was another set of gems, a deep, fiery orangeâthe color of Katsukiâs favorite thing: explosions.
You turned the ring over in your hand, overwhelmed by the craftsmanship, the thoughtfulness. Every inch of the piece was a reflection of you, of him, of both of you together. Whoever he went to had worked some serious magic. As your fingers brushed over the band, something else caught your eye. With trembling hands, you slipped the ring off, turning it over, and there it wasâengraved into the inside of the band in Katsukiâs unmistakable bluntness:
âI love you, dumbass.â
That was it. The tears came again, flooding your vision before you could stop them. Your chest tightened with the overwhelming sweetness of it all. Youâd never expected this. How could you? This whole day had taken such a turn that your emotions were a tangled mess, and now, here you were, crying like a baby over a ring. But it wasnât just any ringâit was him, you, everything.
âKatsuki,â you sobbed, bringing the ring to your chest as if it could stop the flood of emotions. Your voice trembled, but before you could even say another word, Katsukiâs eyes widened in pure panic. He hated when you cried. Hell, it wasnât often that you let yourself fall apart like this, and seeing you like that sent him spiraling.
âOi, oi! Donât cry, damn it!â he barked, his voice frantic as he moved in closer, cupping your face with both hands. But then his panic melted into something softer as his thumbs wiped away the tears.Â
âIâm serious, stop it, or youâre gonna make me lose it.â
But the sight of your tears didnât stop him from acting on impulse. In typical Katsuki fashion, he leaned down and kissed you, first pressing his lips all over your face, desperate to dry every tear. But he didnât stop there. In a ridiculous, completely endearing move, he leaned over and licked your cheek, tasting the saltiness of your tears with a playful smirk. You squealed, pulling away in shock, your face scrunched up in disbelief.Â
âDid you justâew, Katsuki! Thatâs so gross!â
You smacked his solid chest, half laughing, half horrified, but that only egged him on. âOh, Iâm gross now, huh?â he teased, his voice low and dangerous as he grinned down at you. His eyes sparkled with mischief as he launched himself at you, playfully wrestling you down onto the bed.
âNo, noâKatsuki!â you shrieked, giggling uncontrollably as his strong arms trapped you beneath him. He pinned you effortlessly, his weight pressing you into the mattress as he leaned in, his nose brushing against yours. His lips were on you again, peppering your face with kisses, and soon enough, the two of you were tumbling around in the sheets, rolling and laughing like a couple of kids.
The wrestling match was chaotic, full of breathless laughter, limbs tangled up, and soft murmurs of affection between teasing jabs. Katsuki was surprisingly playful, and before long, you were both breathless, collapsing side by side on the bed, staring up at the ceiling as your hearts raced in sync.
You turned your head, catching the way his chest heaved with each breath, a lazy grin tugging at the corner of his lips. His messy hair, usually so spiked and wild, was disheveled in the cutest way possible. Without thinking, you reached out, running your fingers through it, smoothing it back in place. He hummed in contentment, his eyes half-lidded as he looked over at you.
âBut whereâs your ring?â you asked, suddenly realizing that the gesture had been one-sided. You were the one with the ring on your finger, but what about him?
Katsuki chuckled, his voice rumbling low in his chest. âMy ring, huh?â He smirked, eyes sparkling with that familiar cocky glint. âIâll just give you my wallet, and you can surprise me.â
You blinked, taken aback for a second, before bursting into laughter. âMâOkay!â you replied, your voice full of playful mockery. âBut donât blame me if I pick something pink and covered in glitter.â
âWhatever you want, babe,â he shot back, unbothered by the thought, though you knew heâd raise hell if you actually went through with it. The both of you erupted into laughter again, the sound filling the room like music.
Katsuki shifted, rolling onto his side as he gently took your hand in his, threading your fingers together like he always did. His lips found your hand again, this time softer, more purposeful. He kissed the spot right over your ring, his lips lingering there for a moment, as if sealing his promise to you.
âI love you, Katsuki Bakugou,â you whispered, your heart swelling with warmth as you looked at him, your fiancĂ©, the man who had somehow managed to make this chaotic mess of a proposal the most perfect moment of your life.
Katsukiâs eyes softened, his rough exterior melting away in the intimate glow of the moonlight. He squeezed your hand, his thumb brushing gently over your knuckles. âI love you too, dumbass,â he muttered, his voice gruff, but his expression was nothing short of tender.
In that moment, wrapped up in each other, you realized something: thisâthis wild, crazy love you shared with Katsukiâwas the only thing that made sense in the world. You lay there together, side by side, hearts entwined, you knew without a doubt that you had found your forever.
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The morning sunlight peeked through the curtains, casting a soft, warm glow across the bed, but you groaned, stretching lazily as you woke up. Your fingers instinctively brushed against your hair, feeling the unruly mess it had become overnightâcomplete with knots and stubborn curls that had a mind of their own.
You squinted at the brightness as your phone buzzed on the bedside table. Checking it, you saw the familiar ping of an email notification and grinned. You've been paid.
Sweet relief!
Rolling over to share the good news, you blinked in surprise at the empty side of the bed. The sheets were cold, and there was no sign of your fiancĂ©âwait, boyfriendâwait, fiancĂ©! A flutter of excitement bubbled up inside you at the thought of the word.
But the smell of breakfast caught your attention, and any irritation at his absence melted away. The unmistakable scent of eggs, with a hint of something smokyâprobably baconâwafted down the hallway, accompanied by the faint clink of pans from the kitchen.
Katsuki was already up, and the thought made you smile.
Without bothering to fix your appearance, you hopped out of bed, your feet hitting the cool, hardwood floor with a soft thud. You knew youâd hear about it laterâhow walking around barefoot would make you catch a cold. He always ranted about that kind of stuff, but youâd just smile and give him your usual âYes, mama,â while heâd glare at you with that fiery look.Â
But for now, you padded down the hall, completely barefoot, on a mission.
The closer you got, the stronger his scent becameâthat familiar, intoxicating mix of burnt caramel and something inherently Katsuki. You spotted him before he even saw you, standing at the stove, his back turned, a spatula in hand as he expertly flipped eggs in a pan. His muscles were taut, his broad shoulders moving effortlessly as he worked. He was dressed in nothing more than a pair of sweatpants that hung low on his hips, and you couldnât help but admire the sight.
With a mischievous grin, you quietly made your way over, your bare feet silent against the floor. And then, in one swift move, you leapt onto his back, wrapping your arms around his shoulders and burying your face into the crook of his neck.Â
âHi, fiancĂ©!â you greeted, your voice muffled as you inhaled deeply, taking in that addictive scent that was all his.
Katsuki stiffened for a split second, more from surprise than anything else, but he quickly recovered. With a chuckle, he reached over and turned off the stove, placing the spatula down before his hands found their way to your thighs, gripping them as he adjusted your weight.
âYouâre gonna burn the damn house down one day, yâknow that?â he muttered, but there was a playful note in his voice. Before you could even respond, he effortlessly spun you around, lifting you off his back and setting you down on the kitchen counter nearby. His strength never failed to amaze you, and you giggled as your bare legs dangled off the edge, your hands resting on his chest.
His eyes softened as he leaned in, brushing his lips against yours in a soft, lazy good morning kiss. âHi, teddy bear,â he mumbled against your lips, his voice still raspy from sleep.
You smiled into the kiss, but just as you started to pull him closer, he pulled back, narrowing his eyes suspiciously. âDid you brush your teeth?â he asked, raising an eyebrow.
You snorted, shaking your head. âNo.â
He frowned, glancing down. âDid you use the bathroom?â
âNope.â
His scowl deepened, though you could see the teasing glint in his eyes. âWash your face?â
âAlso, no.â
Katsuki groaned dramatically, running a hand through his messy, spiked hair. âAnd this is exactly why youâre moving in with me today. You need supervision,â he grumbled, though his voice was more affectionate than angry. Before you could argue, he lightly smacked your thighs, the contact sending a playful jolt through you.Â
âKatsuki!â you gasped, half laughing as you swatted at him, but he only pointed toward the living room.
Your delicate features blossomed into an expression of confusion. âWhat?â But he didnât respond, instead looking so mischievous and pleased with himself.
Thatâs when you noticed itâhalf of your living room was in disarray, large boxes stacked high, and furniture already disassembled. It looked like a moving truck had stormed through your place. Your jaw dropped as you stared at the sight.
âKATSUKI!â you shrieked, your voice bouncing off the walls as the reality of what heâd done sank in. He had already packed half your stuffâwithout even telling you! You couldnât believe it.
He didnât even flinch at your outburst, just gave you that smug, self-satisfied grin of his, crossing his arms over his broad chest.Â
âWhat? I told you, youâre movinâ in today. Thought Iâd help speed things up,â he said, shrugging as if he hadnât just dismantled your entire living room.
You huffed, staring at the boxes like you couldnât believe your eyes. âYou couldâve at least warned me!â
He chuckled, stepping closer until he was standing between your legs, his hands resting on either side of your waist. âNah. Youâd just overthink it. This way, itâs done, and we donât have to argue about it,â he smirked, leaning in to kiss your nose.
You rolled your eyes, though you couldnât help but smile. âIâm still not done with school, you know. And we havenât even⊠thereâs no⊠ring on your finger.â
Katsuki quirked a brow, his smirk turning wicked. âI told you, give me my wallet, and you can surprise me with the ring.â
You laughed, shaking your head at his nonchalance. âYou canât be serious.â
âOh, I am,â he said, the playful edge to his voice making your heart skip a beat. âAnd donât worry about school. You can study at my place just fine.â
You opened your mouth to protest, but before you could say anything, he kissed you again, this time more firmly, his lips capturing yours in a way that made your head spin. You melted into it, your hands finding their way to his shoulders as you pulled him closer, your feet curling around his calves.
When he finally pulled back, you were breathless, your lips tingling. âYou donât play fair,â you muttered, but the smile on your face betrayed you.
He grinned, kissing your forehead softly before pressing his lips to your knuckles where your ring sat. âI play to win, babe. And I already did,â he whispered, his voice low and full of affection.
You sighed, leaning into him, knowing full well that Katsuki Bakugou always got his way.
Before you could respond to his sweet words, a mischievous glint sparked in your eyes. You leaned in closer, pretending to go in for another kiss, but at the last second, you bit himâjust lightly, on his shoulderâbefore snatching the plate of bacon from the counter. Katsuki blinked, his eyes widening in confusion before narrowing sharply as he processed what had just happened.
âYou little brat!â he growled, his voice full of playful irritation.
With a squeal, you jumped off the counter, bare feet hitting the cold floor, and bolted for the bedroom, the stolen bacon in hand. You knew exactly what you were doing. Katsuki typically hated when anyone touched his food (although he actually had a habit of feeding you from his plate and fork), but you couldnât help it. You loved riling him up, especially when he got that fire in his eyes!~
"Come back here, princess!" he barked, and the sound of his footsteps echoed behind you.
You darted around the corner, your heart pounding with adrenaline and laughter bubbling in your throat. The hardwood floor was slippery, and you barely made it to the door when Katsukiâs booming footsteps got louder. He was fast, too fast.Â
A real predator on the hunt, and you were his target.
âFuuuuck it, we ball!â you shouted over your shoulder, laughing as you slid into the bedroom. You could hear him cursing under his breath, muttering something about how you were always testing him. You were a princess, and yeah, maybe a bit of a brat, but that was part of your charm. You loved to push his buttons, loved how easy it was to get under his skin.
You heard the door slam behind you as Katsuki entered the room, hot on your heels. His eyes locked on yours, his gaze intense as he advanced. You tried to dodge him, but he was quicker, snatching the plate of bacon from your hands before grabbing your waist and pulling you back into his chest.
âGotcha now, you little thief,â he growled in your ear, his voice low and warning, but you could hear the amusement in his tone.
You squirmed, trying to wiggle out of his grasp, but he held you firm, his arms like steel bands around your waist. âOkay, okay! I surrender!â you giggled, breathless from the chase.
âYouâre damn right you do,â he murmured before spinning you around and planting a quick, searing kiss on your lips. It was rough, but it was Katsuki through and throughâfiery, intense, and full of passion.
You grinned against his lips, leaning into him. âGuess Iâm still your little brat then, huh?â
He smirked, brushing a strand of hair out of your face as he looked down at you with that same possessive, loving gaze that always made your heart skip a beat. âDamn right you are. My brat, my princess, my pain in the ass.â
You laughed, nuzzling into his chest as you felt his arms tighten around you. âAnd youâre my grumpy fiancĂ©,â you teased, poking his ribs.
Katsuki grumbled, but his smirk softened, his lips brushing the top of your head. âYeah. But Iâm your grumpy fiancĂ©, so fuck itâwe ball.â
In that moment, tangled together, laughter still lingering in the air, you knew without a doubt that you were his, and he was yours. No matter what life throws at you, youâd face it together.Â
Always.
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Loser!König tracks your cycle to cater to your needs, convinced it will help you see him as the perfect lover. Heâs extra attentive during the emotionally tolling week leading up to your period. Listening intently to your venting, forcing his harsh voice to a soothing tone, taking arduous chores from your plate. You think itâs just a coincidence that he always seems to know when youâre craving your favorite meal, could use a sweet treat, or need your comfort movie queued up across from an inviting, dryer-warmed blanket. Youâve also yet to question why you havenât run out of supplies even though you havenât bought tampons or pads in months.
Loser!König rams up the physical touch when youâre nearing ovulation. Standing a little too close, making you crane up at him, wearing clothes that emphasize his domineering figure. He wants to demonstrate how big and strong he is, how worthy he is of the title of your protector, your lover, the owner of your needy cunt. Heâll linger his hardened hands on the small of your back when he passes you in the kitchen. Brush his fingers casually along your bicep when he asks you an innocent question. Press his thigh to yours while unwinding on the couch for the evening. Heâs trying to take advantage of your elevated state by flustering you with his touch, but your pheromones backfire on him every time. You drive him crazy, youâre just begging for him to grab you by the hips and fuck you until youâre seeing stars, begging for him to mark you as his own with a finish deep in your cunt, begging for him to satisfy your instinctual urge to be bred.
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you live like Cinderella, used and abused by your so-called family, forced to work all day and live in the barn like a rat. you clean up after them every moment, doing all the chores and cooking all the meals. you're tired, so tired of the punishments that meet you for stepping slightly out of line.
one day, it goes too far. with a broken arm, you hobble back out to the barn, intent on one goal: to get revenge and escape this place.
there's a village witch, you see, who everyone detests. they throw food at her when she comes to the village and taunt her as she buys her groceries. you find your way to her house after dark, and knock on her door. when she sees you, it's as if she expected you, and she has a small stack of ingredients ready.
mix them together over a flame and chant these words, she says. this spell will fix what ails you.
you chant the words and stir the mixture. then, as instructed, you pour it out onto the floor. the whole barn turns red, bright red, and you wonder if you've made a mistake by listening to that old witch.
he appears in a puff of smoke, skin as crimson as the dawn sky, with a spaded tail that flicks like a cat's. he has many horns along his crown, and a snakelike tongue darts out as he regards you.
for what purpose have you summoned me? he asks. but all you have to do is show him your arm, and he understands.
he rains down punishment upon the family, turning their house to ash, sending his fire nymphs to chase and beat them. when the true monsters are burned and bruised, he aims to kill, but you stop him.
that's good enough, you say. you've had your revenge. but you see, he's infuriated at how you've been treated. he wants to end this, to bestow the final blow, but you convince him to let them live with their punishment.
then what else can I do? he asks. where will you go next?
you'll wander, you figure, until you find a new home. at least now you're free.
then I will wander with you. he's not ready to return to the other realm yet, not while you still need his help.
together, you abandon the village before anyone can discover what you've done. deep in the woods, though, there's nowhere to sleep except the circle of the demon's monstrous arms.
I promise I won't use my claws, he says, welcoming you into them. here, ensconced in him, you feel his cock emerge from that pocket at his groin. he doesn't move to use it, but you find you want him toâthis creature who saved you, who has helped you without asking for payment in return. he's marvelous, powerful, and strange. perhaps this is how you might reward him.
you spread yourself and slowly, sink down on that massive crimson cock. he groans as you take all of him, soaking up his need, coasting on a river of your desire. you begin at your own pace, until his lust grows overwhelmingâand then he throws you down to the forest floor, his eyes wild and red. now he fucks you harder, claiming you, owning you. you're mine now, he mutters, bringing you to your finish over and over again. he will eat your pleasure until there's nothing left, drowning in it.
when you're finished, you sleep; but soon he grows hard again, his craving for you having taken over. when you've restored your strength, he fucks you again, demanding that you never leave him. whichever realm you choose, he'll stay by your side.
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Scars â A Joel Miller/Reader Oneshot
âYou have them too.â You say, tracing your fingertips along the pale scar that sits at the side of his head, disappearing into thick dark hair. âYes,â He replies, his voice thick, accent dragging out the vowel. âShow me.â
Summary: When Joel stumbles into the kitchen at 2am, restless and tense, he doesn't expect to find you at the table, nursing a cold mug of tea. He certainly doesn't expect to end up tracing the scars on your skin, explaining how he got his, your hands mapping the contors of each other's old wounds until something new emerges.
Warnings: 18+ MDNI, smut, mutual pining, kind of angsty but also fluffy?, descriptions of old injuries, explicit sex, PIV, fingering, dirty talk, body worship, flirting, yearning, mentions of alcohol.
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Itâs late, and the rest of Jackson is asleep.
A single street lamp lights the dark kitchen, casting a soft orange glow over the table and your half empty mug. The tea is long-since cold, but you keep your hands wrapped around it anyway, trying to soak up the last of its heat. Thereâs a microwave behind you, and a coffee machine, and enough hot water to fill several baths, but after twenty years of surviving by fire light and camping stoves, these modern conveniences still seem like the technology of your childhood, distant and unrealistic. And so the tea remains cold.
Youâre not sure youâll ever get used to the normality of Jackson: the routine and order and kindness that seeps into every interaction, every town meeting and evening out. Itâs been four months since you arrived â limping and half-dead, frozen almost solid by the bitter Wyoming winter â at the townâs gates.
And now youâre inside on a mild spring night, sharing a house with a man and his not-daughter, healthy and almost whole again. The town council were apologetic about housing you with Joel and Ellie: it was the only house with a spare bedroom at the time, but in truth it had been a relief. There was something overwhelmingly comforting about being around other people again, sleeping only a thin wall away from another human being, sharing meals and chores.
Joelâs quiet and serious most of the time, but you see cracks appearing in his hard exterior when heâs with Ellie, or his brother Tommy. Something of the man that existed before the world ended. And more recently heâs started opening up to you, too; rolling his eyes at you behind Ellieâs back when she swears or insults houseguests, chuckling at your bad jokes, letting his guard down when he gets home from a hard dayâs construction work, allowing you to make him hot drinks and massage his sore shoulders.
Youâre careful not to push anything too far, but the slow roll into familiarity with Joel has bred something less familial, too. Something wanting and churning that settles deep in your belly when youâre around him. It makes you want to press yourself against him, settle yourself in the crook of his shoulder, lick the thick tendons of his neck. Whether he feels the same is a mystery. Heâs older than you by a couple of decades, not that that matters to you â youâre both adults â but he maintains a distance. Lets you massage his shoulders but never makes a sound while you do it. Holds the door open for you but keeps a respectful distance when you walk side-by-side through town. Allows you to rest your feet in his lap in the evenings on the sofa, but doesnât touch them, or acknowledge them. Youâve heard him moving around in the night, restless and fidgety, but he never comes to your room on those long dark nights seeking comfort or companionship.
He's been quiet since he went to bed several hours earlier on this particular night, which is why itâs a shock when the kitchen light flickers on, illuminating Joelâs broad silhouette in the doorway. You scramble out of the chair onto your feet, heart thumping. He holds a hand up, calmingly, doesnât move as your eyes adjust to the light.
âFucking hell, Joel. You scared the shit out of me.â
âSorry,â He takes a step into the kitchen, feet bare on the terracotta tiles.
Heâs still in his clothes from today, dark jeans under a thin grey tee, both slightly crumpled as though heâs slept in them. He always does. Undoubtedly itâs the same ritual that makes him keep a pistol on his bedside table, leave a packed go-bag by the front door; the same anxiety that casts dark shadows under his eyes, fuels his insomnia and maintains his habitual whiskey drinking. Heâs ready for anything, always, because heâs been through shit and he thinks at any moment itâll happen again. You understand. Itâs why youâre in the kitchen at 2am, cold tea clutched between shaking hands.
âCouldnât sleep?â You ask, as he opens a high cupboard and pulls out a tumbler.
You move around him, tip the dregs of your tea down the sink.
âSomething like that,â He replies, voice croaky.
He pours the whiskey out into the glass, swirls it in thick fingers and then rests back against the kitchen counter opposite you, eyes finally finding yours. They hover for a moment on your face, dark and penetrating, then flick to one shoulder, the other, down your arm.
You keep them covered, normally. Wear long sleeves even in the heat of summer, never undress around anyone. Youâve avoided the swimming pond that opened three weeks ago, even though the water looked heavenly in the warm April weather, unwillingly to bear the scars that litter your body to the town, afraid theyâll show the community who you really are, reveal the terrible things youâve done to survive. But unlike Joel you donât have a habit of sleeping in your clothes, and the thin vest and shorts youâre wearing now reveals those long-hidden scars to him in the bright kitchen light.
The bullet wound is the worst one; a puckered, deep purple starburst across one shoulder, skin wrought into something alien and terrible. Itâs this one that his gaze linger on, dark eyes making heat roll up your spine. His fist is gripping the whiskey glass so tightly that the tips of his fingers and knuckles are white with the strain of it.
âTheyâre awful, I know.â You say into the silence.
âWhat? No- God, no. Theyâre not.â A pause, his eyes flicking away from yours, over to the far wall, back across. âIâve got âem, too. We all have.â
You scoff at this. Move your hand up, place it on your shoulder. His hand twitches where it rests on the countertop, but he doesnât move.
âYou cover them.â He says. Itâs not a question, but you feel like you have to answer anyway.
âYes.â A breath, shaky on the exhale. âTheyâre ugly.â âNo.â His voice is firm, commanding in the quiet kitchen. Despite yourself, you feel heat pooling between your thighs and you fidget, pressing them together, crossing your feet. The movement makes his eye dart down to your bare legs. You watch the apple of his throat as he swallows thickly, eyes trailing up to the hem of your shorts. Thereâs a scar there, too, bisecting your upper thigh. Thin and white, a reminder of a long ago incident with barbed wire.
âTheyâre notâŠâ His voice trails off, eyes searching your face. âNothing on you is ugly. Not even the scars. Especially not the scars.â
âNo?â
âNo.â He shifts, puts the whiskey glass down on the counter behind him and lifts his hand to your shoulder. Fingertips trace the edge of the bullet scar, and you feel goosepimples rise in their wake despite the warmth of the kitchen. He runs his hand up past its end, to your throat, along your collar bone and to the other arm. The scars there are paler, older. Shrapnel and grazes from a fall. Each one his fingertips trace reverently, as though theyïżœïżœre a holy text written across your skin. When he reaches the last, the one that loops around your wrist, the indent of a handcuff, youâre sure your heart is thumping so loudly he must be able to hear it, too. Slick is pooling between your thighs, hot and wet against the thin shorts youâre wearing.
âThere are more,â You say, so quietly that itâs almost a whisper.
âShow me.â
Itâs like a dance. You pull off your vest and Joelâs hand follows the curve of your waist, thumb dipping to press the small coin-shaped scar just below your rib cage. You sigh and he lets his hand run over your ribs, fingertips finding the spaces between like piano keys. When he reaches the curve of your bare breast he pauses, the weight of your flesh resting in the valley between his index finger and thumb. You donât say anything, just lean into him, holding his eye contact, the pleasure and warmth of his hand making you bold. He moves slowly, carefully, rolling the bud of your nipple between his finger and thumb, pinching just so, pleasure blossoming in your chest, down your spine and to your cunt.
âThis okay?â He asks, eyes flicking up from his hand to your face, tracking the pull of your eyebrows as they pitch together, the move of your mouth as you answer him with a shaky exhale.
âWhat about this one?â He asks, hand leaving your breast to trace across the scar that laces up your thigh under the hem of your shorts. âCan I?â
Youâre not sure what heâs asking but you know that you want him to, want him to do whatever it is heâs asking so you nod. His hand grip your waist to lift you, setting you down on the kitchen counter. You grasp at his shoulders, the solid breadth of him hard under your hands. The counter is cold against the back of your legs, but before you can complain his hot hand is wrapped back around your thigh, thumb tracing the scar there again, fingertips inching up to the apex of your legs. He moves to stand between your open legs, still keeping a few inches of distance between you, the extra height of the counter making your eyes level. His burn into your face as he slips his hand higher still, fingers seeking out the wet heat of you, dipping inside, gathering slick and gliding it up to your clit.
âJoel,â You say into the aching gap between your lips and his.
âYouâre fucking perfect,â He says, the words hot on your mouth, his breath mingling with your needy sighs. âAll of you, you understand?â
You can only nod into his shoulder, head dropping to rest against the broad heft of it, his fingers thrumming a steady rhythm against your clit that has pleasure ratcheting up inside you. Youâre still in your tiny sleep shorts, Joelâs hand forcing the crotch aside to palm at your drenched cunt. He slips two thick fingers into you, presses his thumb to your clit, and that tips you over the edge, pleasure coursing through you like fire.
He talks you through it, keeps up the firm press of his fingers, praises falling from his lips like prayers.
Good girl, thatâs it, such a good fucking girl for me, taking what you need, so fucking perfect.
Itâs only then, as you come down from the high, that he finally kisses you, tilting your head up with a gentle hand and fitting his lips to yours. Theyâre soft and dry, plush against your own. He slides his tongue against the seam of your lips, into the wet heat of your mouth, pulls back, before driving forward again, breathless and frantic. You thread your hands into the hair at the base of his neck, tugging him against you, teeth clashing in your mutual desperation. His pulls his fingers from your wet heat, smears your slick up your sides as his palms your breasts, his earlier gentleness gone. But when you slip a hand between your bodies, seeking out the hard length of him in his jeans, he pulls back. His eyes are dark despite the bright kitchen light, pupils eating up the thin sliver of brown at the edges, but thereâs a reticence there.
âYou have them too.â You say, tracing your fingertips along the pale scar that sits at the side of his head, disappearing into thick dark hair.
âYes,â He replies, his voice thick, accent dragging out the vowel.
âShow me.â
He steps back, out of the circle of your legs, pulls at the neck of his t-shirt and drags it up, over his head and off. His eyes are fixed on you, watching you as you take in the broad bulk of him, the sloping plains of his shoulders and chest down to a softer stomach. Heâs all strength: hard where youâre soft, his scars stretched across thick muscle and tanned flesh. Thereâs one at his side that canters a jagged line across his stomach, and thatâs where your hand goes, holding his waist to rest your thumb against its uneven edge. It looks fairly fresh, no more than a couple of years old, still red.
âWhatâs this from?â You ask.
âI was stabbed,â He replies, âwhile I was with Ellie.â
âIt looks like it was bad.â
âWell, she stitched it up, so,â He smiles, a hint of mischief returning to his eyes, growing bolder as your hands map his chest and stomach.
âAnd this one?â An old one, hardly noticeable in the light, to the right of his belly button.
âAppendicitis, when I was twelve.â
âThese?â A collection of four or five small white gash marks, peppered across his shoulders and along his collarbone.
âMakeshift grenade.â He says. âWent off in my hand.â
You lean forward, press your lips to the first of the scars and kiss it, drag your lips along to the second, and then the third. At the fourth you let your tongue dart out, tasting the skin at the juncture of his neck and shoulder, salty and warm. He stands stock still as you do so, hands resting at your hips, fingertips gripping the flesh there tight enough to leave bruises. He sighs at the feel of your tongue against his skin, the insistent press of your mouth to his collarbone, your teeth, scraping at the tendon that jolts in his neck.
This time, when you reach for the button of his jeans he helps you, pops the first button, drags the zipper down and pushes them off his hips, revealing thick thighs corded with muscle, dusted with dark hair. He kicks the jeans the rest of the way off, steps forward again into the circle of your hips, letting you knead the thick flesh of his ass, pull him against you so that his hot length is pressed to the crotch of your shorts, two pieces of thin cotton the only thing separating you.
You kiss up the column of his throat, press your teeth to his ear lobe, and are rewarded with a soft groan that sends pleasure sparking up your spine again, cunt clenching down on nothing. His cock twitches against you when you lick a stripe along the underside of his jaw. You fit your lips back to his. This kiss is sloppy and uncoordinated, teeth clashing, his strong nose pressed to yours, one of his hands fisting in your hair, gripping tight at the ponytail at the base of your neck, holding you to him. You shuffle on the counter, pull your shorts off and down to join his jeans and shirt on the tiled floor.
âTake them off,â You say into his mouth, needy fingers sliding into the waistband of his briefs, seeking the length of him.
He does as you ask, bending to push them down, cock dipping and slapping up against his stomach as he frees it. Heâs big, thick and beautiful, veins standing out against the shaft, precum beading at the tip. He hisses into your open mouth when you wrap your fist around him and stroke slowly up and down, thumb seeking out his slit, spreading his arousal and yours over it and down his length.
âJesus, darlinâ,â He sighs against the side of your neck, stubble rough against you, his hands seeking out the weight of your tits again, pressing open mouthed kisses against your skin.
You pull him back against you, press the blunt head of him to your slick entrance and watch him watch himself sink inside you, inch by inch, stretching you open. The burn of it is intoxicating, his thick length opening you up, pressing inside deliciously, white-hot pleasure blossoming up through your body.
âFeels so good, Joel,â You tell him as he shakes against you, bottoming out and dragging himself out only to press back inside.
âPussyâs so goddamn perfect,â He says, his voice almost cracking with the effort of it.
âPlease, Joel,â you hiss, âharder, please.â
The sound he makes then is animalistic, something between a grunt and a growl, teeth clenched, jaw pressed hard to your neck. He tightens his grip on your hips, anchors you to the counter and starts pounding into you. The strength of him is something to behold, his hips snapping into yours, muscles of his back shifting and clenching beneath your grasping hands.
âSo fucking good,â he groans, âwanna stay inside you for the rest of my fucking life, darlinâ.â
You donât know how heâs so articulate; itâs all you can do to hold on to his shoulders and let him fuck you, whimpers and moans pouring from your open lips as he does, the slap of his hips against yours filthy in the otherwise silent house. When he slows his thrusts again he pulls back from you to watch where youâre joined, eyes dark, perspiration beading on his forehead. Thereâs a vein in his neck thatâs pulsing visibly, a drop of sweat trickling down beside it, charting a course through patchy stubble. He reaches between your bodies, splays his hand over your mound and presses his thumb to your clit.
âYes, Joel, please, God.â
âI can feel how close you are, darlinââ He says, âcan feel you gripping me so tight.â
He strums his thumb over the swollen bundle of nerves, drawing small, tight circles that have you seeing stars within seconds, tension coiling inside you, ratcheting up until it breaks on a hard thrust of his hips, his cock hitting that spongy place inside you that sends pleasure right down to your toes. You come hard, fingernails digging into the hard flesh of his shoulders, Joelâs mouth clamped to your throat, teeth worrying the skin there, repeating the same phrase over and over as you come down.
There it is, there it is, good girl, Iâve got you.
He thrusts lazily into you as you slowly relax again, little aftershocks continuing for several long minutes, the blunt head of him hitting that same spot inside you again and again. You can tell heâs close now, his hands shaking where theyâre gripping your hips again, face set in concentration, squeezing his eyes shut every few thrusts as though heâs desperately trying to hold himself back.
âLet go, Joel. Please,â You whisper, and he hisses through his teeth, pulls you bodily forward on the counter so that the angle changes and he can drive up into you, his pace quickening again.
âJesus fucking Christ, darlinââ He rasps, thrusting into you once- twice- three more times.
He pulls out then, fist gripping the base of his cock as he paints your stomach and cunt with his cum, hot and thick. His face is a rapture, eyes pitch black, teeth bared with pleasure and need, the strong set of his jaw holding together what little restraint he has left.
He kisses you again after, drags kitchen roll from the holder to clean you up, presses sweet lips to your cheeks and temples, down your neck, across your chest, like heâs trying to taste the ecstasy thatâs written across your heated skin.
Outside, dawn is quickly approaching. The weak rays of sunlight that filter into the kitchen illuminate the tan glow of Joelâs face and paint the scars on your bodies in pale yellow light. You donât think anythingâs ever looked more beautiful.
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We need to know how separate TF-141 would be as house-husbands!!! Please!!!
â Yandere headcanons of TF-141 as house-husbands
Warnings: Yandere behavior, older! characters, male gender roles, NSFW, slight delusional behaviors.
A/N: Anon, you are SO, so smart. I love you /a.
Captain âPriceâ John:
The type of house-husband nobody expected for him to beâ not even himself. John had partially agreed to it, and now heâs a stay-at-home dad for your cats. When he wedded you, he never thought of it this way; and now, he had promised to always care for you, did he not?
Price is well over-tired, pretty hairy and massive; beard scratchy and face all squishy; heâs a chubby man. But that doesnât stop him at all.
John loves waking you up in the mornings. Before even shaking you awake, he loves to admire you. Watching your different breathing patterns, some dribbles of drool, and the obvious bed marks staining your face makes him smirk. But of course, it ends too short when he realizes you need to get up.
John is so, oh gentle, when waking you up. Scarred hands rubbing at your hips as he rubs his beard into your shoulder, prepping kisses and telling you to get a move on. However, if you ignore him, heâs more than happy to leave some permanent marks, yes?
He always makes your breakfast and lunch the night before, chopping the meat, fruits, and vegetables into the correct order so he can easily sleep in with you till you leave. So, when your alarm goes off, he detaches himself from you, getting up with only his red boxersâ turning on the oven to preheat the food yet again and leaving them on the table for you to enjoy when you get out of the shower.
And with that, he takes your health seriously, mentally and physically, which means most foods in the house are pretty healthy. All types of fruits, veggies, protein, and fiber nourishment is given with each meal, and he expects you to eat it all.Â
When shopping, he takes everything seriously. He hates getting off track, only sticking to whatâs on the list, and cashiers who take too long on talkingâ especially if they openly flirt with him. Canât you see I'm taken? He snarks out, showing off his wedding ring before fast walking out towards his car with his hands full.
Chores are chores. They need to be done. Dishes are easy, laundry, and vacuuming are a piece of cake. But cleaning the bathroom? Oh, thatâs a bit difficult. Especially with the hidden camera heâs put out of your sight, and at times, he gets distracted; watching the many films, seeing you all naked and wet, makes Price feel... a sudden urge. How are you just so gorgeous, hm?
John is the definition of a âPro Loyalty Cardâ. For all those stores he visits, he has cards for each and every single one of them, including the convenience store. They always come in handy.
Routines are his specialty; he knows everything about your schedule, to the time you leave for work, to when you call him at your lunch break, come home and collapse in his lap, all the way to sleeping in the bed naked. Heâs memorized it all.Â
After the long antagonizing and stressful week, John always sits you down for a long bath. He massages your shoulders, using a special lotion to rub on you after the bath. But, thatâs not the only gift he's giving. Before gently and lovingly pushing you to the bed, he slowly fucks the stress and irritation of you; teeth makes ensuring you stay loyal to your man.
Simon âGhostâ Riley
Simon is quick and sleek with shopping, getting and seeking foods that have high nutrition because you only deserve the best. Most foods he picks out are healthy, getting many baskets of fruits to ensure you enjoy your lunches. But when passing by the sugar aisle, he canât help but choose a few sweets for you.Â
A type of house-husband youâd never expect. Heâs brooding, shoulders kept tight, wearing a black mask and hoodie as he sulks in the grocery aisles, holding the colored basket. Youâd think heâs stealing with a gun hidden in his back pocket. However, when in reality, heâs taking his house duties extremely seriously as he eyes for the cereal aisle.
He wakes up way early, even before you start to stir awake, even before the sun rises and goals himself to get a good workout in. Even though heâs not the same lieutenant as he was years agoâ heâs not lazy, and still picks up his pace whilst jogging down the street and doing push-ups in the open garage.Â
At times, he wishes you could join him, and it would be fun, would it not? Having you down below, as his chest presses against yours and your flushed face being the main goal for him to continue? Or maybe, him guiding you through pull-ups, and you need his help? Oh, thatâs how to make him very desperate for you in the early mornings.Â
Speaking of early mornings, when you rise with his gentle shaking, whispers of âgood morninââ, and his rough stubble rubbing your neck, you realize just how lucky you are. Especially with how Riley joins in, when he notices his second favorite human is up and awake.Â
Though, if you decide to ignore these two, covering your face and mumbling away, Simon will crawl over you, prep your face with sloppy kisses, and murmur hot and dirty words. His hand instinctively crawling down, snapping the band of your underwear, nails barely scratching at your skin whilst promising to get you all hot and messy, before forcing you out of bed.Â
When you leave out of that door, regardless of the morning, he ensures the house is spotless before you come home. He doesnât listen to any music, only the occasional barks from Riley as he sprays the leather couches, doing the dishes the âold-fashioned wayâ, and folding laundry like itâs a race.Â
Most are scared of himâ except for that one lady down the road. Her eyes follow Simon as if heâs a god, but he scoffs at that when she twirls her hair. Youâre the real deity, he openly thinks. Of course, he shows off his pretty wedding ring, the one you got him; and somehow, Simon wishes youâd just make out with him in public, show her that heâs off limits and that heâs yours.Â
Kyle âGazâ Garrick:
The type of househusband who immediately recognized that you needed to be cared for, and went forth with that promise between the marriage. You work so hard to make money for the both of you. And heâs devoted to doing whatever he can to be helpful too.Â
Kyle is a clean freak, which means the house is nearly spotless when you come home. Every scratch at the couch has him grunting and hands vigorously trying to rub it off. Shoes inside the house are immediately put up, and he hates rainy days; looking at you with glaring pupils as you step inside with soaked coverings. But, he loves you.Â
The chores in the house are easily done before the afternoon, dishes cleaned with shiny marks and the floors vacuumed. Dusting and sweeping the house with headphones on, face flushed whilst⊠listening to among things heâd never want you to find out.Â
Laundry is always last in line, as he tends to âborrowâ a good deal of dirty underwear of yours, smelling them intensely. Donât worry though, he returns them at some point.Â
Kyle is the definition of âwifey material foodâ. Every breakfast consists of incredible fried eggs, mixed with bacon and fluffy pancakes; lunch and dinner being different every day, which is nice. He usually sticks with foods youâre comfortable with, never going out of your zone, and tries his hardest to make different sizes of hearts out of the food.Â
Though, you never seem to notice the secret ingredient, the divine particular part where the two of you are bonded stronger. Such shame, he utters. Sometimes he wishes youâd come home earlyâ catch him desperately adding it within the dish with utter lewd excitement.Â
Having you come home is the best time of the day. Waiting by the door, wearing the cactus green apron you got him years ago, with a giant smile and dinner laid out, waiting for you. By the end of dinner, youâre full; both of love, and much suffocation of affection.Â
All the other housewives in the area love him. They often invite him for yoga, or work-out sessions. But, he usually uses the excuse that you need him. You do, don't you?
Every Friday, he wears and shows off certain gifts he feels that youâll love. You work so hard for the both of you, so he should show his appreciation, should he not? Wearing all types of risquĂ© clothing, leaving desperate messages, and having lingerie hidden underneath his black vest, coloring his skin and outlining his scars, stretch marks, and moles. Sooner or later, it leads to a heavy cuddle-sex session that he knows youâll love.Â
Johnny âSoapâ MacTavish:
The type of househusband who uses his pretty eyes and sculpted body, to get his way. Everything from seeing you at your working office and past your lunch break, to getting free food samples, all the way to a book full of coupons and all types of gifts for half the percentage.Â
Heâs amazing at picking food at the grocery outlet, picking up the correct portions of proper protein, vegetables, and iron. And sometimes, sneaking a few donuts, pops, and tubs of ice cream he knows you love.Â
Johnny always wakes you up, the alarm rarely shaking you as your beloved husband knows your schedule by heart. He ensures your breakfast and lunch are ready by 7am, smirking at the added secret ingredients that he only knows.Â
Heâs more lenient with waking you up. Knowing how you like to sleep, beauty sleep he corrects, Johnny tries to let you snooze in as far as you can, before gently stirring you up as the sun rises in the opened window.Â
His arms snake around your waist, cuddling up behind you whilst pulling you into his warm chest, as he nibbles on your ear and tells you to start getting up; breakfast is served on the table with awaited love. Though, if his sweet honey voice doesnât work at this time, maybe some extremely sloppy oral will help, no?Â
Johnny ensures that everybody knows youâre lovingly taken. Those hickeys and bruises on your arms, and neck show just how loveable he is. He boasts about you all the time, to his then-team, cashiers and ladies on the streets. Itâs only expected you do the same, yes?Â
Housewives and other househusbands either love him, or envy him. Heâs prettyâ too alluring to just be at home and caring for duties. Most women, and men constantly flaunt at his grown-out mohawk, often slicked back into a small bun and a few scars, especially one on his head, that prominent his face.Â
Heâs still in shape, working out in the early mornings and doing yoga with the other moms; who he regularly drinks coffee with. They love how sweet and handsome the man is, especially towards his spouse.Â
Anyone would be lucky to have him, and many would trade a lifetime for him. But, heâs not going anywhere, not without you or your yummy neck anytime soon.Â
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Yandere House"wife" Satoru x Reader
Call it a happy accident, the way Satoru transitioned from being a full-time sorcerer to being the man you come home to after he does domestic chores all day. You two talked about it for a little while. There was a time when Satoru would come home late at night almost every day. And he would wind down, take a shower, crawl into the bed into your arms and just pour out his heart to you. He would say he hates his job. He hates how repetitive these days were becoming. Meetings upon meetings in the morning, and then having to exercise curses that never stood a chance for the next 6 hours. You soothed him, of course. Or at least as much as you could.
Then you proposed that maybe he starts taking days off. So you'll go to work and he'll stay home to heal his mind as much as he needs to. He would do anything for you, so of course he tries it out just to make you happy. And a few rest days turned into a few weeks. A few weeks turned into a couple of months. You don't remember the last time Satoru went to work by now, his phone blowing up every day from the people and job he kind of abandoned. He didn't care anymore.
He realized that he was happiest doing these mundane and very human tasks every day. And his motivation to keep going was just you. If he was bored, he would do the laundry that was full. I mean, the washer and dryer was just down the hall, why not? Washed the few dishes in the sink. Maybe he'll stop by the store to restock the fridge. You recognized how much of a....housewife he was being when he would retell his daily tasks to you before you two went to bed. "Oh, so I've got a little housewife now?" The neurons in his brain crackled when he heard that word escape your mouth.
Housewife
You raised your eyebrow when you watched him whisper the word underneath his breath. "You alright?" No, he wasn't. Well, he felt fantastic at the thought of his only purpose being his favorite person's provider and nothing else. But other than that, not really. He shamelessly enjoys having that title over his head. So he decides to play the part.
In the morning, he'll wake up before you, stare at your beautiful face for around 10 minutes before getting up to prepare your lunch and make you breakfast. NO, he can't cook. But he does know how to follow instructions. You wrote him some recipes you loved and he takes extra care to follow every single step to the exact measurements that you want. And when you smile at the breakfast, or make that sigh of relief, his heart jumps. Want more coffee? Do you want tea instead? He could pour you a flask of hot coffee before you go. And don't forget your lunch, either. He had fun making the panda shaped molds of rice.
And when you give your kiss goodbye and he finishes begging you to stay for a mandatory 5 minutes, he begins cleaning up the kitchen. He washes the dishes and clears the laundry if there's any. Mops the bathroom and cleans the tub, toilet bowl, and sink until they're sparkly and clean. Vacuums carpets and turns on a humidifier with your favorite scent lightly wafting throughout the place. Though he usually does this 20 minutes before you come back home so the smell is fresh in your brain when you walk in the door. He checks off the grocery list, visits a few people from his hitlist that he knows either hooked up with you in the past, broke up with you, or just tried to fuck with you in general. Sold a few organs from said people from the hitlist's bodies and goes back home to clean himself up and relax.
Relax meaning checking your location every five minutes, doing a mandatory 10 minute phone call on your lunch break to either try and persuade you to skip the rest of the work day to come back home, have phone sex(you talk him through his orgasm), or just let you talk and he'll listen. After the phone call, he'll eat his first meal of the day. He knows you don't like when he doesn't take care of himself, so he eats as much as his big heart desires. Which usually consists of your scraps of breakfast and dinner that you don't finish, so it feels like you two are bonding over the same meal(even though you aren't there). He does like eating with you and next to you, but it just feels more intimate when you two eat from the same plate. By the end of his meal, he's usually rock hard and close to tears at the fact that you won't be here to help him get off again for the next few hours.
So, he takes a cold shower(or two, if it's serious(and when I say "two" I mean he hops in, finishes, and then has to go back because it rises again with a vengeance)). And after his cold shower, he goes to the gym and does his weight resistance training. He knows you love every part of his body and his beautifully sculpted muscles(your words), so he takes good care of them. Then if he has free time, he'll watch some tv, pop up at Jujutsu Tech to piss everyone off for a few minutes, buy some sweets and desserts you two can share and then go back home to take a nap.
He wakes up about 30 minutes before you come back home so he can cook dinner. You told him you wouldn't mind having something "simple" tonight. And if he thinks carefully, this could mean anything from a boiled stew to TV dinner. Based off of your tone and how you said this sentence, he'll assume you wouldn't want something crazy to eat, so he actually buys some deli sandwiches from a shop not too far away. And when you got home, had Satoru take your coat, shoes, and jacket, you told him you were actually excited to eat. "It's been a while since we went there, huh? Oh, it's still warm!" The bread was toasted the way you liked and everything in between.
You were so lucky to have this man take care of you. You told him you loved him and if there was anything he wanted in return for his hard efforts to keep you happy, you'd do it. He shyly shook his head, a small blush overcoming his soft cheeks. He finished eating his sandwich before you and you noticed how silent he went. You softly grabbed his hand and he immediately looked up at you in question. "You alright? You're being quiet." You raise your hand from his hand to wipe a bread crumb from the corner of his mouth. "Yeah......actually, no. I just miss being able to grab your ass every second of the day, because your job doesn't allow your boyfriend into the building."
"Satoru, you know I can't take work off, I have to take care of us." Satoru flails and grabs your hand. "But babe, you know I have enough money to buy us 16 houses! You don't need to work!" You roll your eyes. "Well, I don't want to be in the house all day rotting away."
"We can rot together." "No!" He's a romantic at heart. He stands to walk off at your rejection and you grab his hand to pull him back. "Baby, you know I didn't mean it like that." "But.....you said we can't rot together...." "I know, but we can just be here right now and enjoy each other. We have all night and even some time in the morning. Right?" He sighs at your words and nod. ".........why are you hard?"
"Because you noticed I was quiet." You roll your eyes. He was also an attention seeker. How could you forget. "Really?" He nods. This time, you sigh, and you walk over to the living room couch, patting your lap. Satoru happily bounces over and plops down his weight on you. "Oof!" Sitting sideways on your lap, you caress his back with one hand and palm his hard on through his jeans with the other. His body immediately relaxes underneath your touch, and you smile up at him. "My baby has been working so hard today, hm?" He nods and stares at your hand. "I'm glad you're being productive. What did you do today, Satoru?"
"Today, I cleaned up the kitchen and did the laundry.." You unbutton his pants when he starts talking. But before you pull them down, you pause. "And what else?" He realizes what you're trying to do and swallows stressfully. He just wants you to take care of him. "And I mopped in the kitchen and the bathroom. I vacuumed, too." You pull his pants down enough to pull out his rock hard cock. It was warm and heavy in your hand, the tip straining with the blood swollen up to it. It was red and glistening with pre, threatening to drip down.
You gently wrapped your hand around him, slowly jerking him up and down, and a whimper slips out his lips. "Come on, baby, keep talking." He grabs your arm that's holding his cock and grabs at the couch with his other. "Um...I also........that's it." He cuts himself off, and his eyelids flutter shut when you put a little more pressure onto your hold, your thumb swiping over his tip.
"Hm? Are you sure?" You know he cut himself off. Which only means he's hiding something from you. He nods his head in response, and you let go of him. He whines at the cold that surrounds him now and looks at you. "Whyy???" "I don't know, baby, I think you're lying to me." You give him a look of fake concern, and your hand instead travels south to very gently fondle his sack, which immediately gets him to squirm.
"I'm not!!" You scrunch your eyebrows. "Are you??" He goes silent, and you stare him deep into his eyes. He can't reciprocate the eye contact and stares at your hand. You stop touching him, and he looks back up at you with sad, glistening puppy eyes. "I went through the list." Your eyebrows shoot up before you start scolding him. "The list??? I thought I told you to get rid of that thing? Satoru." When you first moved in with one another, you found his hit list full of people you used to talk to. He planned to kill them off one by one to have you to himself. You never truly got mad at him for it, because most of those people on the list genuinely were big pieces of shits that you wanted to burn in hell.....but technically it still wasn't okay for him to just do that behind your back.
"No, please! I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I just-" you lightly push him off of your lap, which was basically his equivalent of being shoved off of a cliff and his heart drops when you stand up. "NO! No. Wait, baby, please. Let me make it up to you. Please don't leave me like this." He trips onto his knees but still makes record speed in crawling over to you. He grabs your closest leg and hugs it tightly. You could feel his cock(which was still out) rub against your pant leg. So dramatic, you think.
You look down at him, and he stares up at you with those stupid big blue eyes. "......" He takes your silence as his que to convince you. "I can make it better, look!" He shifts in front of you, still on his knees, and begins to unbutton and pull your pants down. You lose balance and stumble back into the dining table behind you, using it for balance as Satoru yanks down down your pants, his eyes staring at the goal.
"Satoru, what the hell are you doing?" Funny enough, your words contradict your actions, and you instinctually spread your legs farther apart for him to have more space in between. He grabs your legs and places them on top of his shoulders, and you scoot back onto the dining table for more comfort, cups and silverware clinking as you clumsily push them back.
"I can help like this." He pushes his tongue as far as he can past your lips, getting a strong first taste at your pussy. A firm and slow stripe from your hole up to your clit and you hiss, gripping onto the table. Satoru moans loudly and closes his eyes to enjoy himself as much as possible. He shifts impossibly closer to you, hugging your thighs to both sides of his face to be buried deep and makes out with your sensitive bud. You could feel him occasionally exhale his warm breath onto you before firmly flicking his tongue onto you again.
You begin whining at the waves of pleasure crashing down on you. Drool and your essence cover Satoru's chin. His cock twitches endlessly against the hardwood floor, more of his pre dripping onto it the more he gets you to moan. "Get up." His eyes snap open, and he pulls away to look up at you. Your fingers dig into his scalp, and you pull him up, earning a wince from him. He knows what you want and leans in to let you taste yourself on his tongue. In the middle of the kiss, he suddenly flinches at the feeling of your hand once again grabbing his cock. You separate the kiss and his gaze trails down to your pussy.
You took his cock head and pressed it in between your lips, rubbing it up and down against your entrance. Your eyes seemed to glisten in a way he hadn't seen in a long time and you maintained eye contact, whispering to him. "You gonna be a good boy and fuck me how I taught you?" Each word that slipped out of your lips was enough to make him insane, and he was ready to do whatever you commanded. He robotically nods and you laugh at his reaction.
You press a soft kiss to his chin, letting him spread your legs on top of the table. He softly spreads your lips and makes eye contact with your hole. Heat radiates from you and he soaks up every last bit of it. All he can see, think of, and hear is you. "Beautiful." He whispers underneath his breath. You caress his arm to snap him out of his mind and he leans down closer to you, his head now pressing to your entrance gently. "Please show me." And he takes it upon himself to shower you with the affection you deserve in hopes to satisfy you again.
Did I cook????? Cuz I feel like I wrote this way too fast.
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.âïœĄWhen They Realised That They Loved YouïœĄâ.
Team free will x plus size reader (separately)
Warnings: smut, lil bit of angst, fluff, (somehow Deanâs isnât the angsty one), undefined relationship (Dean), mention of scars, sam detoxing off demon blood, childhood friends to strangers to ?, heartbreak, pain, mention of torture and pain and Deanâs death, sam being sad, gentleness, Ruby can catch these hands, seemingly unrequited love on both sides, a kid being lost, castiel being stupidly in love and not knowing what to do with himself, humanity being good WC: 3.8k
Minors DNI
A/N: One assignment left baby!!
Library- @hannibals-favourite-meal-library
Dean- When you were the only person he could let his walls down with
You werenât exactly a hunter but you also werenât exactly a civilian. You were⊠something else. You could shoot, recite an exorcism backwards and outdrink the most seasoned hunter but you also were stationary, paid your taxes, even had a retirement fund and to Dean, you were safe. And a damn good lay at that.
âThatâs it baby. Move those hips for me.â Your nails bit into the muscles of his chest as you lifted yourself up on shaky legs, then slammed back down onto his cock. Dean hissed and bit down on his lip, desperately trying to keep his eyes open to watch you fall apart just one more time before he succumbs to the blinding pleasure he could only find with you.
âItâs too much, Dean.â You wailed but continued to roll your hips downwards like you didnât even think of stopping. His hands clamped down on the meat of your plush thighs as you tightened impossibly around his thick cock.
âFuck, baby. I know youâre close; just come for me. Cum, and Iâll give you what you want.â He planted his feet onto your bed and thrust upwards, hitting that one spot inside you he knew made your brain turn into TV static. âThaaaaatâs it. Thatâs my girl.â He cooed as you slumped forwards, your mindless babbling only serving to spur him on even more.
You tucked your face into his neck, kissing and licking at his skin like you wanted to swallow him whole. Dean squeezed his eyes shut and pounded into you even deeper. Your soft body trembled against him as you tumbled into your final orgasm of the night, your cunt fluttering around him like it was made for him.
âDean. Cum inside me.â You managed to gasp out as you rode the last waves of your high. Dean snarled and pushed himself in as deep as he could go as the dam finally broke and he succumbed to his own end. You moaned softly at the feeling of his cum filling you up.Â
Dean relaxed back down into the mattress, your body a comfortable weight on top of his, easing away the pain inside him. He ran his hand down the length of your back, coming to rest on the gentle swell of your ass. âYou good sweetheart?â
A quiet giggle vibrated through your chest. âI think I saw god, I am more than good Deanie.â
He rolled his eyes as he guided you to lay down next to him, his softening cock slipping from your warm walls. âHow many times have I told you not to call me that?â
âHow many times have I told you not to wear your boots in the house?â You retorted with a jab to his ribs, quickly followed by a loving kiss against his lips. His heart skipped a beat as he wrapped a strong arm around your thick waist, pressing deeper into the kiss. You let out a pleased sound that made his spent cock twitch in interest.
But all too soon, you pulled away and laid your head down on his shoulder.
It felt so domestic, so real. If he just shut his eyes he could almost imagine that this was your shared home; a place for him to just be without the worry of saving the world or protecting Sammy, that maybe he could have a lawn to mow and tedious chores that he would be happy to do for you. He wished he could wake up in this bed every day instead of once or twice in a blue moon when hunting had dried up or he needed more supplies from your shop for hunters.
âDo you remember the day we met?â His voice echoed through the small bedroom, soaking into the old wallpaper that you refused to let him replace, claiming that it was just fine the way it was.
You hummed and glanced up at him, your eyes still hazy from an entire afternoon of âI missed you but Iâm not going to say it out loudâ sex. Dean cupped your full cheek.
ââCourse I do. You broke into my shop at 4 in the morning and I almost shot you.â
âWe still need to work on that aim of yours sweetheart.â You scoffed but snuggled closer to him, the sweet smell of your skin almost getting overwhelming. Your fingers traced over the scars along his torso, never flinching away or touching them like you wished they werenât there in the first place. You were mapping out the story of him without question or hesitation.
âYeah well why would I need to do that if I have you here to protect me?â You said it like it was a fact, that you never doubted he would come to your rescue at a moment's notice. âIâve got Dean Winchester in my bed, Iâm the safest girl in the world.â
His breath caught but before you could notice, he gave you that smirk that got him there in the first place and drawled out a low: âYeah you do sweetheart.â You visibly flustered, burying your face into his arm to escape the heat of his gaze.Â
âYouâre always so mean to me.â His laugh bounced your head up and down. You began to giggle, unable to help yourself, and slid your arm beneath his back so you could wrap your body around him. Electricity followed your touch, his nerves sparking to life like the feeling of stepping out from the darkness into the sun.
God I love her.
The thought slammed into his chest, briefly knocking the air from his lungs. He expected a sense of panic, maybe dread, but all he felt was a sense of calm that settled against his soul. Dean just pulled you tighter against him and pressed a lingering kiss to the crown of your head. You returned it with a soft peck right above his heart.
He didnât want to run from this, not this time. You were everything to him and he wanted to stay right here, even if he knew he didnât deserve it. Your breathing evened out as you succumbed to some much-needed sleep.
Maybe staying another few days wouldnât be so bad, Sammy kept telling him he needed a vacation.
Sam- When you were kind to him even after he broke your heart
Samâs voice had gone hoarse over an hour ago but they still hadnât let him out. He knew that they wouldnât but still he had begged and pleaded, even succumbed to tears yet there was no answer from outside the heavy iron door.Â
He slumped back against the cot in the centre of the room, the sharp metal scraped against his back but it was nothing compared to the pain he felt in every waking moment. The cold concrete beneath him did nothing to soothe the burning inside of him.Â
âPlease.â The word was barely even audible, escaping his lungs with little more than a whimper. Sam let his head fall back onto the thin mattress.
As soon as the door was slammed shut, all he felt was blinding rage. Didnât they understand why he was doing this? The blood gave him the power they needed to help people! But when hours had passed without so much as a hint that they even heard him, the anger melted away into a sort of numbness. Dean and Bobby had tricked him into this, you had tricked him.
It was your face that he saw last as the door was shut. Your lips were pulled downwards, your eyes rimmed with red, your shoulders slumped. You had looked like you were in mourning. Guilt curled in his stomach, just like every other time he looked at you since the day he left for Stanford. But this time, the sour taste of betrayal filled his mouth like bile.
You were turning your back on him, siding with his brother when all he wanted to do was to make the world safer, for you.Â
Sam forced himself to take a deep breath, even as his body screamed with the ache of movement. The air was stale and settled heavily onto his chest but he was grateful to feel it, he was grateful to feel anything besides the searing pain of his nerves. This was the first break from the hallucinations heâd had in days, or weeks, time, just like everything else, had no meaning within the iron walls that enclosed him.
The cotton of his shirt felt like it was rubbing his sensitive skin raw but to take it off meant moving and he was far too tired to withstand the pain anymore. His head turned, letting the right half of his face press into the cot. The single flat sheet on the bed smelt of the flowery laundry detergent that you always used, it made something inside of him twist sickeningly.
A single tear slipped down his cheek.
âSam?â His eyes squeezed shut.
âPlease not again. Please donât hurt me again.â He begged with broken words. He cringed at the sound of metal scraping against concrete. He couldnât do it again, he wouldnât fight it. Sam was going to let the pain take him.
Soft footsteps drew closer. He braced himself for the first strike. Would it be the sharp pinch of a scalpel or the burn of a propane torch? Or would it be the voices of people he loved reminding him of just how tainted he was? How evil?Â
He whimpered as they stopped right beside him. There was a beat, then two, then the gentle whoosh of air as someone kneeled down beside him.Â
âSam.â Your voice washed over him like a gentle breeze, easing the stiffness in his bones. âSam? Can you look at me?â He wanted to say no, to yell at you to get out and leave him alone like you did when you first locked him in here but the exhaustion in your tone made him crack open one of his eyes.
You sat on your knees mere inches from him, letting him see you in stark detail. One of his flannels hung from your shoulders partially concealing the form-fitting tank top you wore beneath it. Normally, his heart would have skipped a beat seeing you wear his clothes, but now it only reminded him of why you stopped. Bruise-like dark bags marred your full cheeks, your eyes blood-shot.
âOh Sammy. I-â Your voice cracked. You reached for him but quickly thought better of it, your hand dropped back down to your side where there was a bucket of water now on the ground. âYou know you canât come out yet but I thought you might like to clean up a bit, maybe eat something that isnât dried or jerkied.âÂ
Sam opened his other eye but made no other efforts to move. You sighed, your shoulders dropping as you sat back on your heels. âWill you let me wash your hair and change your clothes at least? I bought the softest ones I could find and even washed them in the fabric softener Dean keeps secretly buying.â Your lips quirked up, attempting some sort of reaction from him.
You looked so worn out, Sam wondered if you had sat right outside the door waiting for him to stop screaming. His head bobbed and the hardness in your gaze eased. âThank you. Iâll be as gentle as I can, squeeze my leg if you want me to stop.â
He bit back a whimper as you guided him to the floor. His broad shoulders rested across your plump thighs, letting his head hang above the floor. You kept one hand beneath his neck, taking far more of his weight than he would be willing to admit, and reached for the small plastic cup floating at the top of the bucket.Â
His fingers curled around your knee, his short nails digging into the denim as you poured a cup full of hot water over the crown of his head. You paused for a moment but continued when Sam loosened his grip.Â
As you placed the cup to the side and retrieved a small bottle of fragrance-free shampoo, he let his eyes shut once more, this time, his mind wandering to the last time the two of you had spoken.
It had been in the days after Dean died. You refused to break down in the face of losing your best friend, the man that taught you to drive, to throw a proper punch. You wanted to stay strong for Sam and for Bobby but Sam knew it wouldnât last long.Â
You had been slowly, methodically cleaning Baby, just like Dean taught you to when the younger Winchester approached you with a bowed head and a duffle bag on his shoulder. Just like the day he left for college.
You didnât wait for his excuses.
âYouâre leaving?â You said but it didnât sound like you, not really. Sam didnât answer and you scoffed, throwing the sponge youâd been using onto the dusty driveway. âJust like that, running off days after-â Your breath caught but you swallowed down your tears, âWhat are you planning, Sam? You know selling your soul wonât work, weâve already tried that.â
Sam huffed and pulled the strap of the bag higher on his shoulder. âIâve got a friend who might know a way to get him back.â
He shouldâve seen the way your back straightened as your body went stiff. âA âfriendâ?â
âShe knows a lot about hell and right now Iâll try anything to bring him back.â And then he did something truly stupid. âUnlike you.âÂ
Silence crashed down around you like a falling building, immediately filling the air with a tension so thick Sam could almost choke on it. He watched your shoulders draw up, your hackles raised before your chest expanded fully and you exhaled through your nose.
âThen I wonât stop you. I trust you Sam but I donât trust Ruby and I wonât be around forever to fix up your messes, not anymore. Iâm worth a hell of a lot more than just being the girl you always leave behind but keep running back to.â You fished Babyâs keys from your front pocket, tossing them at Sam as you passed.
âRubyâs dead.â
âIs she?â You shot him a look before opening Bobbyâs front door. âDonât get yourself killed. Lose my number.â The door slammed behind you and suddenly Sam felt like he was making the wrong decision, again.
You ran a hand through his hair, letting the shampoo run through your fingers as you carefully washed it away with the lukewarm water and with it, you washed away his pain. He turned his head into your hand, soaking up every ounce of touch you were willing to give him. Itâd been so long since he had felt anything other than lust or hurt pressed to his body.Â
You refused to meet his gaze, not that he could blame you after everything he had done, but he wanted so badly to look into those perfect e/câs even just one more time. To feel that peace and acceptance that had always swirled within the deep colour of your irises.Â
Suddenly, all Sam wanted to do was curl up in your lap and cry. Heâd spent so many years taking your warmth for granted and now, after months of being denied even a sliver of your presence, he couldnât imagine ever being away from you again. He wanted to prove to you that you were worth staying for, you were worth everything to him, but all he could do was let you care for him with hesitant hands.
He loved you, he always had, even when he was trying to run away from his life, even as he fell in love with someone else. It was you that kept him from falling into that well of darkness that would be so easy to slip into. You with your sass and your gentleness, your softness and your bite, your laughter and your grief. He loved you.
But how could you ever love him back?
Castiel- When you made him remember why he loved humanity in the first place
It was the sound of crying that drew Castiel to the playground across the street from the motel you had been camped out at. It wasnât an unfamiliar sound to the angel given his age and how many prayers heâd heard throughout his existence, but the pitch was so high, so truly filled with fear that he didnât hesitate to follow it.
âAngel? Where are you going?â He glanced back at you as you were pulling on your boots.
âThereâs crying.â He said simply before descending the concrete steps to the ground floor. You let out a noise like a scoff and scrambled after him, barely grabbing the room key and your hunting knife before the heavy door slammed shut.
âCas!â His pace didnât falter as the crying picked up in intensity but he was confident you were following close behind him. His blue eyes flicked over the colourful plastic structures, expecting some siren or ghost to pop out at him. The weight of the angle blade against his forearm and your steady footsteps behind him reminded Castiel that he would not fight this battle alone.
He slowly rounded the bright yellow twisty slide just as you skidded to a halt a step behind him. Thankfully, you remained silent, a palm pressed to his back to remind him that you had him covered. The crying was louder now, though it did not sound like it was from any creature he had encountered before.Â
There was a shadow at the edge of the monkey bars. Castielâs blade dropped silently from his sleeve, sliding perfectly into his grip. He took a single stride forwards, ready to attack before it could when your fingers suddenly snagged the back of his trenchcoat.
âItâs a kid.â You breathed, he imagined it was out of relief but your human emotions always confused him. You slid the knife into the sheath you kept at the small of your back, tugging down your shirt so it was completely hidden as you cautiously approached the small figure curled up in the wood chips.
âHi sweetie, are you ok?â Your voice dripped with sweetness, like he remembered syrup to taste like. You leaned forwards, your shoulders dropped as low as they could go.
The crying stopped but small hiccups still echoed through the maze of playground structures. The sun had been steadily setting and now sat just above the horizon, the darkness creeping in.Â
Castiel watched closely as you squatted a foot away from the child, a soft smile on your face. âAre you lost?â The child finally looked up, their eyes wide and sparkling with tears in the low light of the evening. They nodded.
âCan we help you find your parents?â Their nodding got quicker and they reached out their arms to you. Your smile grew wider as you stood up, easily pulling them up and resting them on your wide hip. You turned back to face Castiel, a hand rubbing up and down the childâs back.
They mustâve been only 4 or 5 and wearing an outfit that was far from appropriate for the dropping temperature. âWeâre going to go to the police station, I bet your parents are waiting there for you.â They looked up at you, still silent, but now clinging to your t-shirt in a way that made Castielâs heart inexplicably skip a beat.
âThis is my friend Cas,â You leaned closer to their little ear and loudly whispered the next part, âHeâs an angel.â The childâs eyes widened and their head snapped around to look at him. Cas stepped closer, the child didnât flinch.
âI am and so is she, thatâs how she was able to find you.â He could almost feel the heat from your cheeks even feet away but still the child seemed convinced.Â
âReally?â You hiked them up higher on your hip, your arm wrapping tighter around their little body to keep them warm.
âReally really. Now why donât we get you back home?â They rested their head beneath your jaw and nodded, snuggling closer to your soft body.Â
Cas dutifully followed you as you walked out of the park, watching the child bounce with each of your steps. You chattered away about things you were seeing around the street, your voice filling the silence like a white noise machine. Cas could feel the calmness radiating from the child and it warmed something long forgotten inside of him.
You had no duty to this child, nor any other person that you saved and he knew that you would receive no thanks for your actions but yet you still did them. You threw yourself into harmâs way to protect complete strangers from things they could not possibly understand. You had once confided in the angel that you had been pressured into hunting but you had stopped trying to run away from it long ago.
Heâd felt anger for you, just the same as he felt for the Winchesters and all the other unfortunate children who never had a choice. He felt angry for himself, at humanity.
But seeing you now, caring for this child like they were your own, Castiel understood why you stayed. You didnât do it for the glory of saying you saved the world, nor for some duty bestowed to you by your parents, it was because you cared and because you knew what evil was.Â
The near empty streets soon gave way to rows of shops and townhouses, leading directly to the lit up police station only a few blocks away. The child started to fidget against you as they began to recognise their surroundings, making you laugh quietly. âI know sweetie! Weâre almost there. Youâre so close.â
You came to a stop right at the entrance. âYou can go right in and tell them your name and that you were lost.â They nodded dutifully while you carefully lowered them to their feet. âOk sweetie, you were so brave today but make sure you stay with your parents next time.â You ran a hand over their head and stod to your full height.
They looked at you and Castiel before gracing you with a toothy grin. âThank you nice angels!â Then they threw open the glass door and rushed inside just as two grown ups turned the corner behind the reception desk. They fell to their knees, catching the little one in their arms.
Something warm brushed the side of his hand, making Castiel tear his eyes away from the scene in front of him. You took his hand into your own, your eyes shimmering with tears. You didnât say anything and he found that no words were needed.
Tomorrow, he would tell you how incredible you were, that you were what angels should be and that he was feeling something for you that he never thought he could ever experience. But for right now, he wanted to watch this child reunite with the people that loved them most while the chill of the night and the monsters in it were kept at bay by the brilliance of your soul.
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âLaundry Day â
18+
pairing Daryl Dixon x f!Reader
summary a laundry mishap turned into a dream come trueÂ
cw smut, perv!daryl, perv!reader, panty kink, humiliation (if you squint), unprotected p in v, masturbation (male), pussy eating, cunnilingus, pining
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âHereâs your laundry. I donât know how you like it folded, so I didnât fold it,â you said as you placed the basket of freshly cleaned laundry outside of his bedroom door. You lingered for a moment, but once he heard your footsteps walk away, he opened the door and grabbed the basket before shutting it again. He wanted to thank you, he really did, but as usual, he was too nervous. He sifted through the laundry and began putting it away, guilt still lingering in the forefront of his mind for not thanking you.Â
  Like clockwork, every Sunday, you did everyone in the houseâs laundry. You were skilled in combat -against the living and the dead-, you were smart, you were so many great things that he didnât know why you would delegate such a paltry task to yourself. Ever since Woodbury fell and the group accepted you into the prison, you took on such tasks; laundry, cleaning, the typical household chores. Everyone assumed it was because you werenât trained to face what was outside of the secure walls of the prison, so nobody paid too much attention to you. But when you ended up tagging along for a run and saving everyoneâs ass, people started noticing you, Daryl started noticing you.Â
Daryl actually found himself admiring you. He admired how detail oriented you were -although he found it rather annoying at first- how you picked up on the things most would miss. He appreciated how open you were. When most of the Woodburians would turn their noses up at the squirrel he brought back to eat, you tucked in like it were any other meal. You took care of everybody and although heâd never admit it, it made his heart swell. You even took care of him, always making sure he had more than enough to eat, doting over him whenever he came back from a run, insisting to be the one to patch up his injuries. All those little moments together formed a unique friendship between you two, but as soon as Daryl realized it was more than friendship that he wanted, he distanced himself from you. You were kindhearted, smart, beautiful, and selfless and he just saw himself as a big, mean, gruff redneck who could never be enough from you. So he stayed away from you, he was afraid to hurt you and it hurt too much to be near you, but not have you.Â
  Something red peeking out from the darkness of his clothes snapped him out of his thoughts. Curiously, he pulled the garment out with pinched fingers. It was a pair of red panties. They were either yours or Michonneâs, but something about them told him they were yours. His mind immediately went to places he didnât want it to go, imagining you in nothing but those little red panties. The way he knew your plump ass would look delectable in them made his cock twitch with eagerness. He could not think about you this way. His face went red with shame as he shoved the red fabric underneath his pillow.Â
 He tossed and turned, unable to find sleep. The thought of your underwear underneath his pillow weighed too heavily on him. Maybe if he just gave the panties back to you, heâd be able to fall asleep. The awkwardness that situation would put him in immediately shut that idea down. He thought about going out for a smoke, but didnât want to risk running into you on the way out. He wasnât in any state to see you, considering the thoughts of you running rampant in his mind. The thought of you wearing those panties, soaked with desire, begging him to rip them off you. His boxers grew tight on him.Â
Fuck it.Â
Heâd do it one time, then throw them away and just hope you never ask about them.Â
His hand slipped under the pillow, feeling for the soft red fabric. Once he found it, he immediately put it to his nose, hoping to smell you. The smell of laundry detergent disappointed him, but he pulled his hard dick out of his boxers anyway. He stroked it a few times, letting pre-cum bubble at the tip before using it as lube. He knew your fleshy, velvety walls would feel ten times better than his rough hand. He dreamed of feeling it clenching around him as you bounced on his cock, with those red panties pulled aside. He increased the pace of his fist as he felt himself getting closer. Your tits would look so delicious as they bounced in unison with his thrusts. He quickly pulled the crotch of your panties over his tip before emptying his load into them, stifling a grunt. God, youâd look too damn sexy with his cum leaking out of your cunt. He wiped the spilled remnants of his pleasure up with the fabric before shamefully shoving it back under the pillow.Â
He slept good that night.Â
 Sunday rolled around again, which meant laundry day. You had collected everyone elseâs laundry, aside from Darylâs. When you knocked on his door, you got no reply, so you washed the other clothes before coming back. When you came back again, there was still no response, so you let yourself in. The room was empty -and probably was earlier too- making you feel a little silly for not letting yourself in the first time. You picked up the articles of clothing on the floor and tossed them into the basket held to your hip. As you bent down to pick a shirt off the floor, something under the manâs pillow caught your eye. With pinched fingers, you pulled out the red fabric only to find it was your favorite pair of panties that youâve been missing all week.Â
"What the..." you muttered to yourself as you examined the garment. It was balled up in the center, held together by god knows what. Upon a closer look, you realized it was dried cum. Daryl's dried cum. Which could only mean that he masturbated in your panties. Your cunt throbbed and your face went hot as you tossed the dirtied garment into the basket. Your mind was reeling.Â
Did this mean Daryl liked you?Â
 He'd been distant with you for months now. You had no idea why, but you knew trying to find out why would only push him away further, so you let things be. Your current relationship with him felt no deeper than that of acquaintances, which is what hurt you the most. With everything that's happened since the prison fell up until now, you didn't exactly have the time to try patch things up with Daryl. Didn't have time to ask him where you stood. Didn't have time to see if maybe he liked you, too. But maybe finding your panties stained with his cum hidden underneath his pillow was a sign?
 You decided to try something, not thinking for too long so you wouldn't get cold feet. You hastily shimmied off your shorts and slipped off your panties before putting your shorts back on. You hoped Daryl would like these. It was a simple black thong with a little red ribbon-bow on the front, just below the wasteband. The sound of the door opening downstairs sent you into a small panic. You shoved the thong underneath his pillow in replacement for the red pair and hurried out of his room.
Unluckily, you ran into him in the hallway.Â
"Hi!" you awkwardly chirped out, trying not to look guilty.Â
"Hey," he replied.Â
It was awkward now. For the both of you for similarly different reasons.Â
"I gottaâI gotta go wash these now. Uh, bye!" you maneuvered your way around him and made a beeline to the laundry room.Â
 Daryl felt anxious for the rest of the day. When he saw you hurrying out if his room with a flustered look on your face. He wasn't mad at you for being in there, it wasn't uncommon for you to just go in and take the dirty clothes. But he was worried that you saw something you weren't supposed to see and be disgusted by him.Â
 He was stressed. Instinctively, he reached under his pillow for your panties. Despite having come in them a couple times already, Daryl continued using them. He felt it was the closest he'd ever get to actually being with you. When he pulled out a different pair of panties, he was surprised, but didn't stop to think of the implications. He inspected the underwear. It was different from the last, but that didn't stop his cock from hardening.Â
 Out of curiosity, he lifted the thong to his nose, hoping maybe these'd smell like you. He could've came right then and there. The panties smelled like everything he hoped they would. They smelled like you. He let out a groan and reached for his cock, palming himself through his boxers. Impatiently, he pulled his painfully hard dick out. With one hand holding the panties to his nose, the other stroked himself ferociously. He wanted to see your pretty lips around him, to feel your throat gagging around the length. He let out a noise between a grunt and a moan as he fantasized about you swallowing him hole. He wanted to hear the pretty noises you'd make while tears streamed down your face as you struggled to fit all of him into your mouth. He licked the crotch part of your panties, tasting your essence which only brought him closer to finishing. Like all the other times, he brought the panties down to his dick and came in them, imagining it was him coming down your throat.Â
Daryl hated that he ruined another pair of your panties, but god did it feel good to have just a taste of you.
 Your suspicions were confirmed. Last night, when Daryl finally went to bed, you crept out of your room and over to his. You very sneakily cracked the door open, just enough to see Daryl pleasuring himself with your panties over his face. You didn't mean to watch for so long, but you couldn't look away. The moonlight shone through his window highlighting his muscles. The way his arms flexed with every stroke had you rubbing your thighs together. Every noise he made made you wetter and wetter, wishing that was you in there making him feel good. Once he finished, you silently closed the door and hurried back to your room.Â
He wouldn't come into your panties if he didn't like you, right?Â
Tomorrow, you'd bite the bullet and find out. Your relationship with the bowman had become so strained that you were willing to risk what little the two of you had just to see if there was a chance he felt the same way about you.Â
 Nighttime came around again and you knew it was now or never. Those who were home were asleep, with the exception of Daryl. You knew he was awake, because you had your ear to his door, listening to the sounds of his pleasured grunts, much like you did the night before. You gently knocked on the door.Â
âDaryl,â you whispered loud enough for him to hear.Â
You heard some rushed shuffling behind the door before he opened it just enough for him to peek through.Â
âWhaâ,â he snapped.Â
âUm, can I come in? I want to talk to you about something.âÂ
âRighâ now? Canât it wait âtil morninâ?âÂ
âPlease?â You gave him those doe eyes heâs never been able to say no to in the past.Â
He sighed but reluctantly let you in before shutting the door. Once you were in his room, you realized he had nothing on, other than his boxers. The moonlight shone on his body, making him look delicious, but you needed to focus! You walked further into the room and sat on his bed. It was still warm with his body heat. A look of nervousness flashed across his face, but he quickly returned back to his usual stoic countenance. You suppressed a smirk.
âWell, whatâd you wanna talk âbout?â He asked, growing impatient.Â
You leaned all the way back onto his pillow, the pillow you suspected he was hiding your panties under. Darylâs thumb flew to his mouth and he began nibbling on the skin beside the nail, a telltale sign that he was feeling anxious.Â
âIâm missing a pair of panties,â you said smugly.Â
âWhaâ Whaâs thaâ gotta do with me?â He replied, stumbling over his words. You could see his skin flush under the moonlight.Â
âI was wondering if you seen âem. They look kinda like this.â You slowly pulled up the hem of your t-shit, exposing the plush skin of your thighs, then the panties you were wearing that were almost identical to the ones you left Daryl on Sunday. Except, these ones had a white bow instead of a red one. Daryl shifted awkwardly and ran a hand over his face.Â
âGodammit, woman, I dunno what ya wanâ from me.â He was really getting nervous now.Â
âCut the bullshit, Daryl.â You smirked up at him as you slowly slid your hand under his pillow. He awkwardly lunged toward you to try and stop you from finding what he was hiding, but he wasnât fast enough. You held the cum-soaked garment up between you and him in your pinched fingers. You could tell the man was ashamed, but you couldnât help squeezing your legs together. He looked so cute when he was embarrassed.Â
âThaâs notâ Itâs not wha-â
âDaryl,â your tone was firm, effectively stopping him from trying to explain himself.Â
âI donât mind you taking my panties, but if you want them, you have to take them off of me.âÂ
He froze, likely from not expecting that to be your reaction.Â
âWha-â
âWant âem or not?â You lifted your t-shirt even higher.Â
Daryl apprehensively approached you almost as if he thought this was a dream and any sudden moment would snap him back into reality. His big, rough hands clasped on either side of your hips. His fingers slid under the waistband and he slowly pulled down the skimpy black garment. He was shocked to see how wet the panties were once he got them off of you. He couldnât help but gawk at the sight between your legs.
âWhat goes on in your mind when you pleasure yourself with my panties every night?â You asked, both teasingly and out of genuine curiosity.Â
âYouâ You knew?!âÂ
âOf course. Whoâd you think left you a fresh pair on Sunday?âÂ
He stood there, frozen. You started to feel guilty for teasing him too much. When he still didnât move to do anything, you started to think you misread the entire situation. Maybe it wasnât even you he fantasized about every night as he came. Your face felt hot and your eyes burned with unshed tears, this would all be so embarrassing if he wasnât even thinking of you in that way. With a shaky hand, you pulled your shirt down to cover yourself up.Â
âY-you donât have to tell me anything. I probably went and got the wrong idea anywayâŠâ You moved to get out of his bed, but he gently pushed you back down. Your eyes snapped up to his. You saw a look in his eyes youâve never seen before.Â
âNah. Didnât misread nothinâ,â he said as he grabbed your ankle. Your heart started beating faster, anticipating his next move. This was really happening. He put both of your legs over his shoulders as he crawled onto the bed, settling himself between your thighs, right in front of your dripping cunt.Â
âYou donâ got any idea what ya do to me.â He kissed your inner thigh before sucking it, making sure to leave a mark. The little sounds you made made his already hardening cock twitch. He finally gave your pussy some attention, licking up the juices of your arousal. The feeling of his tongue on you and the tickle of his facial hair made you clench around nothing.Â
âDaryl, please,â you whimpered.Â
âNah, not yet. Now that I gotcha, Iâma take my time.â You whined in response but were quickly silenced by his thumb on your clit. He rubbed slow circles, fast enough to feel good, but too slow to give you an orgasm. Before you could ask him to go faster, his tongue entered you. Reflexively, you squeezed your thighs together, trapping his head between them in the process. That didnât stop him, though. His tongue swirled around inside of you as he increased the pace on your clit. You bit back a moan and opted for grabbing a fistful of of his hair instead. The vibrations of his groan between your legs made your toes curl. He continued to eat you out, until he couldnât breathe anymore. He tapped your outer thigh and you quickly released him.Â
âS-sorry!â You had forgotten that he needed to breathe.Â
âDonâ apologize.â He put his mouth on your clit at the same time he inserted a finger inside you with ease. He sucked on your clit while his finger touched you in places your own couldnât reach. He added another and curled them, earning a moan from you.Â
âDaryl, Iâm close!â He continued his ministrations until he felt you involuntarily clench around his fingers. Your legs shook as you came around his fingers, yet he continued to pump them in and out of you. You looked down at him once you came to. He looked at home between your thighs. You smiled down at him and saw his face relax a little. He reluctantly removed himself from between your thighs and sat up before fiddling with the bottom of your t-shirt as if he were asking for permission to take it off. You nodded and sat up too, coming face to face with him. In the moonlight, you could see how dilated his pupils were. You could hardly tell that his eyes were supposed to be blue. You lifted your arms and he timidly lifted your shirt over your head before tossing it aside. He stared at you, slack jawed, enamored by the sight before him.Â
âGoddamn,â he whispered.Â
You giggled and wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him in for a kiss. The taste of you on his tongue made your mind go numb. You moaned into his mouth as you felt his fingersâ firm grip on your ass. Keeping the kiss in tact, he pulled you onto his lap, grinding you onto his clothed member. He grunted, much like you heard him the night before. You wished to hear him more, but knew you couldnât risk waking the others in the house. You pulled away from the kiss.Â
âDaryl, I wanna feel you,â you whined.Â
âDammit girl, be patient,â he teased.Â
âIâve already waited for likeâŠmonths!â The confession made his eyes go wide, but you werenât in the right mind to reflect on your accidental revelation. The bowman pulled his hard dick from his boxers and slid it up and down your slippery slit, coating it in your juices before lining it up with your entrance. Impatiently, you sank down on it, not realizing how big he actually was. Your pained whimper sobered him.Â
âYâalright?â He asked worriedly.Â
âYeah, just wait a âsec.âÂ
The stretch hurt so good, but you werenât ready for him to move yet. His warm hand cupped your cheek before he swiped his thumb under your eye, wiping away a tear you didnât know you shed.Â
âYa sure? We can stop if you wanâ,â he said in a gentle voice. Your heart swelled and you struggled to hold back a grin.Â
âYouâre so sweet, Daryl, but I promise Iâm fine.â He placed gentle kisses on your collarbone, going further down until he was at your breasts. He took one in his mouth, nipping and sucking at the soft, supple flesh. He removed his hand from your ass to give the other one equal attention. You threw your head back and moaned in pure bliss, but his hand quickly flew to your mouth.Â
âYou gonâ wake up everyone in Alexandria.â He connected your mouth to his once again while still pawing at your breasts. You wrapped your arms around his neck, deepening the kiss. You slowly lifted yourself from his cock before dropping back down again, earning a groan from him. You continued your movements, eventually finding a rhythm.Â
âYer takinâ me so good, baby.â His words had your pussy fluttering around him. Your arms unraveled from around his neck and started to slide down his back, but he abruptly pulled away from the kiss and grabbed your wrists from behind him. He pushed you back down into the mattress and held your wrists in each of his hands beside your head, now being the one on top. Despite being inside you, he suddenly couldnât look you in the eye.
âIs everything alright? Did I do something wrong?â You asked, worry evident in your voice.Â
âMâfine.âÂ
âA-are you sure?âÂ
âSânothinâ.â He snapped out of whatever it was and started thrusting into you. His sudden shift was quickly forgotten as he pounded you into the mattress. He filled you up so good that you could feel the veins on his dick licking up and down your walls. He was close, you could tell by the way he was losing his rhythm and the way his dick twitched inside you. Daryl let go of your wrists and weaved his fingers through yours, holding your hands as you both got closer to the edge. Your back arched and your pussy squeezed his cock as you came. Daryl continued fucking you until he couldnât hold his own orgasm back any longer. He pulled out and shot his hot seed on your tits and stomach. The physical exertion exhausted you. You could barely keep your eyes open as Daryl wiped his cum off you with your discarded panties.Â
 Daryl was an early riser, and that didnât change just because he had the best sex of his life last night. You were still sound asleep. Daryl admired the way the early morning sun made your skin glow and the shadow it made your long lashes cast on your cheeks. You looked so beautiful, so at peace. He was afraid that all would change once you woke up and remembered what went down last night, despite you being the one to initiate it. He carefully untangled himself from your arms and put on a shirt before slipping back into bed. Your eyes fluttered open once he was settled. Wordlessly, you wrapped your arms back around him and nuzzled into his chest.Â
âMorninâ, Sunshine,â he said, his voice still raspy with sleep.Â
âGood morning,â you replied sleepily.Â
He had a question that weighed on his chest since he woke up. He wanted to know what you meant when you said youâve been waiting for months for this. He was about to ask you, but he stopped himself. You had drifted back to sleep again. You looked so peaceful and he didnât want to disturb you with his racing thoughts. He pressed a gentle kiss to your hairline and let you continue to sleep on his chest.Â
notes i proofread this to the best of my abilities. i hope this was good. this idea came to me in the shower a few days ago and i just had to write it heehee =p i PROMISE i will get to the requests in my inbox and for those of you reading Seclusion, I will update that soon.
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some rlly random Vi dating headcanons :3
A/N just finished this and realized almost all of these are negative traits LMAOO
Jinx version!
Absolutely the type to constantly be eating your food and stealing off your plate. No 'please' no NOTHING... steals your meal like it's her god given right and won't even look at you. If you complain about it she'll give you the same excuses every time which are stupid reasons like "I'm literally helping you earn good deeds right now." or "I'm bulking up." and she'll be completely serious. "Fanum tax" no bitch Vi tax...
"Dark humor". What's funny to her isn't exactly funny to the general public so the shit she blurts out when she's trying to be funny 90% of the time is NOT... You two could be like about to jump from one roof to another and she'll casually go "What if you slip and fall and break both your legs" or the two of you go swimming and she's just like "What if there's parasites in this water" She'd be giggling to herself not realizing that you're literally about to tweak out.
Accidentally breaks stuff around the house. Sheâs so strong that she sometimes forgets her own strength. Youâll hear a loud crack, and when you rush over sheâs standing next to something sheâs just snapped in half looking guilty. "Uh, I swear it was already kinda broken." "Kinda?"
speaking of... DENY DENY DENY!!! Maybe Jinx was on to something because she's a SERIAL LIAR. Oh she snores like a ten ton truck? No she doesn't. She ate your last popsicle? Why would she do that? Her tongue's purple? You're seeing things. She makes a face when she lies? Nuh uh? She's making it right now? What are you talking about...
Turns every single thing into a bet (that she knows she'll win). Uses this as a trick to get you to do a chore she doesn't wanna do herself sometimes. Even when there's no prize or consequence she'll just randomly declare them for no reason. âBet you can't go the whole day without kissing me.â She always regrets that one.
Loud as FUCK!!!!!!! Can't do ANYTHING quietly. Her waking up to grab a cup of water in the middle of the night sounds like a fucking slipknot concert and then she has the nerve to ask if she woke you up.
all for rn gn! :P
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